Youtube Recommendations
You might have noticed with the exeption of the last post I've been a little bit quieter lately and screaming and ragin less at the usual suspects.
As you know earlier this year there was a moment I noticed that I was like "falling" for several psyops you could say... psyops that switched targets everyday...for example a day would be the leftoids, then another day would be trannies, then another day would be liberals and even rightoids at the end.
And you know what, I hate them all still and I want them far away from me yet I've been living in this bubble between the commuting and the training classes i forgot about absolutely everything that was happening on the news, add to this the fact I deleted Twitter shortly after this year started too.
And 7ish months after here's my report, (minus very specific news I sometimes check because affects me directly such as the SOUTHCOM news) It all became samey samey, I noticed they are always trying to make you engage emotionally and outrage yourself and scream but you are in this constant loop they intentionally keep going on so you are always in a constant state of despair.
But regardless, the world is going to shit and the people are worse than ever has been, this is a fact ever since 2020, the people are much more heartless, much more rude, if they want to kill you and have the means to do so they wont think twice in doing it, ostracize you and make you feel isolated, all the good stuff.
And I would love to gas them all likewise they would love to gas me to death, because the feeling is mutual but since we live in a society this cannot be done so we have to either cooperate or I want to stay away from all of them which is what im doing now.
So you might be thinking, how I'm keeping track of the world or what I'm reading lately?? and to answer this question I wanted to take a moment to write a proper blog post without the CAT screaming to recommend you 3 channels that I'm watching everyday depending on my mood, but we are moving more into low-level stuff here.
The First channel I want to recommend is Predictive History hosted by the Professor Jiang from Yale same school as most globalists out there, he will deconstruct and explain to insane autistic levels in a super class literally in the classroom how everything started the world, the evil, our society, and all the dynamics around all these topics.
These are very long videos that I'm watching in the commute or to fall asleep or in many weekends when I want to do absolutely nothing so I can commit to watch their entire 1~1hour and a half length
It is very deep but since its all recorded in a classroom and is actually in a high school it will be easy to understand many things are happening now.
It is by far my current favorite channel in Youtube
Then the Second channel I want to recommend is a small channel hosted by a russian lady called Marina Karlova her videos will focus more on explain why things happen on a more personal level, why you feel outraged, in despair, what are the systems working underneath to harm you or to handicap you in a way you feel powerless
She tends to talk a lot about the System and I think its a very basic way to make you understand that its a huge computer that already pre-programmed us from Birth to act and behave in a certain way in the current world, how to identify the patterns and how to ultimately understand it (because we cannot change it) but understand it to bring some peace to your mind so you dont feel so disheartened.
These videos are the ones I watch to actually fall asleep at night like a lullaby of sorts
Then lastly I watch the videos from Greg Reese as the only person I still watch from the old Infowars crew when I started this journey back in the 2020, Infowars became rightoid insanity just like leftoid insanity is not a good network to watch anymore because will attempt to also make you feel anxious so instead we watch lower level stuff with Greg, granted sometimes he still kinda attempts to spark some emotions in the videos but not all of them.
You also have David Icke which is very interesting too but his explanations are exactly the same as the Prof. Jiang so it doesn't really matter which of the 2 you watch or read is so so the same I just personally prefer the classroom setting of the professor.
For the most balanced approach I really recommend the first 2 channels instead
As you can see I'm going more Low-Level and the more low-level I go honestly the less I want to participate in a all these stupid macabre rituals.
I'm tired of so many things but there's always a moment of solace watching these channels and videos...you might consider I'm going hardcore in conspiracies and such well thats not something new tbh and lately at the very least keeps my imagination active and at least i can have that faint spark of "what if" "what if" that we are missing in this horrible NPC world
Because, all off them are NPC's and you are surrounded by NPC's it is dangerous and the NPC's are dangerous lifeless beings.
As you know earlier this year there was a moment I noticed that I was like "falling" for several psyops you could say... psyops that switched targets everyday...for example a day would be the leftoids, then another day would be trannies, then another day would be liberals and even rightoids at the end.
And you know what, I hate them all still and I want them far away from me yet I've been living in this bubble between the commuting and the training classes i forgot about absolutely everything that was happening on the news, add to this the fact I deleted Twitter shortly after this year started too.
And 7ish months after here's my report, (minus very specific news I sometimes check because affects me directly such as the SOUTHCOM news) It all became samey samey, I noticed they are always trying to make you engage emotionally and outrage yourself and scream but you are in this constant loop they intentionally keep going on so you are always in a constant state of despair.
But regardless, the world is going to shit and the people are worse than ever has been, this is a fact ever since 2020, the people are much more heartless, much more rude, if they want to kill you and have the means to do so they wont think twice in doing it, ostracize you and make you feel isolated, all the good stuff.
And I would love to gas them all likewise they would love to gas me to death, because the feeling is mutual but since we live in a society this cannot be done so we have to either cooperate or I want to stay away from all of them which is what im doing now.
So you might be thinking, how I'm keeping track of the world or what I'm reading lately?? and to answer this question I wanted to take a moment to write a proper blog post without the CAT screaming to recommend you 3 channels that I'm watching everyday depending on my mood, but we are moving more into low-level stuff here.
The First channel I want to recommend is Predictive History hosted by the Professor Jiang from Yale same school as most globalists out there, he will deconstruct and explain to insane autistic levels in a super class literally in the classroom how everything started the world, the evil, our society, and all the dynamics around all these topics.
These are very long videos that I'm watching in the commute or to fall asleep or in many weekends when I want to do absolutely nothing so I can commit to watch their entire 1~1hour and a half length
It is very deep but since its all recorded in a classroom and is actually in a high school it will be easy to understand many things are happening now.
It is by far my current favorite channel in Youtube
Then the Second channel I want to recommend is a small channel hosted by a russian lady called Marina Karlova her videos will focus more on explain why things happen on a more personal level, why you feel outraged, in despair, what are the systems working underneath to harm you or to handicap you in a way you feel powerless
She tends to talk a lot about the System and I think its a very basic way to make you understand that its a huge computer that already pre-programmed us from Birth to act and behave in a certain way in the current world, how to identify the patterns and how to ultimately understand it (because we cannot change it) but understand it to bring some peace to your mind so you dont feel so disheartened.
These videos are the ones I watch to actually fall asleep at night like a lullaby of sorts
Then lastly I watch the videos from Greg Reese as the only person I still watch from the old Infowars crew when I started this journey back in the 2020, Infowars became rightoid insanity just like leftoid insanity is not a good network to watch anymore because will attempt to also make you feel anxious so instead we watch lower level stuff with Greg, granted sometimes he still kinda attempts to spark some emotions in the videos but not all of them.
You also have David Icke which is very interesting too but his explanations are exactly the same as the Prof. Jiang so it doesn't really matter which of the 2 you watch or read is so so the same I just personally prefer the classroom setting of the professor.
For the most balanced approach I really recommend the first 2 channels instead
As you can see I'm going more Low-Level and the more low-level I go honestly the less I want to participate in a all these stupid macabre rituals.
I'm tired of so many things but there's always a moment of solace watching these channels and videos...you might consider I'm going hardcore in conspiracies and such well thats not something new tbh and lately at the very least keeps my imagination active and at least i can have that faint spark of "what if" "what if" that we are missing in this horrible NPC world
Because, all off them are NPC's and you are surrounded by NPC's it is dangerous and the NPC's are dangerous lifeless beings.
Fixed the Stupid Blog
CAAAATTTT WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THE BLOG!!!!?!?!?!?
Nothing!!! I just finished fixing this piece of shit after moving it to the new host....
All the pictures should be working now too and reshuffled some of the categories i had a bunch of crap here
Looking back at my first posts I'm actually laughing now how many psyops I kept falling for, right now is all much more quiet
BUT CAT ARE YOU OKAY FOR REAL!?! YOu've changed!!!
Yes!! I'm actually much more quieter now, after the chain of bad stuff that happened the last couple of months was like a final nail on the coffin
It would be unfair to say that I lost faith in humanity but theres also the reality that it's very very VERY difficult more than ever to find the decent people
You really have to look inside the haystack for that needle.... you have to be really really careful with who you are dealing with, mostly to avoid getting kidnapped and raped as probably was gonna happen to me had I continued ignoring the red flags that kept appearing
And you wanna know how I got tricked at first? this person was supposed to be a 'based' 'right winger' in the most classic trojan horse style turned out to be a freak just like any other unhinged 'leftoid'
So now I just hate everyone equally, in fact is one of the reasons I decided to step back from anything political now, i came up to the conclusion that they are making everyone play this macabre game of division but at the same time rotting their brains out like theres no tomorrow equally and turned everyone into heartless beings.
At the end we achieved the infamous "equality" ..... in everything bad
CAT....I ....UGH....
Don't worry about that!! I'm fine and nothing happened, and believe me, deleting all your social networks (all of them for real) it's very very interesting experiement i recommend, is like you remove a huge speaker that was blasting at full volume behind you.
And be careful out there with who you hang out with....I'm serious
Nothing!!! I just finished fixing this piece of shit after moving it to the new host....
All the pictures should be working now too and reshuffled some of the categories i had a bunch of crap here
Looking back at my first posts I'm actually laughing now how many psyops I kept falling for, right now is all much more quiet
BUT CAT ARE YOU OKAY FOR REAL!?! YOu've changed!!!
Yes!! I'm actually much more quieter now, after the chain of bad stuff that happened the last couple of months was like a final nail on the coffin
It would be unfair to say that I lost faith in humanity but theres also the reality that it's very very VERY difficult more than ever to find the decent people
You really have to look inside the haystack for that needle.... you have to be really really careful with who you are dealing with, mostly to avoid getting kidnapped and raped as probably was gonna happen to me had I continued ignoring the red flags that kept appearing
And you wanna know how I got tricked at first? this person was supposed to be a 'based' 'right winger' in the most classic trojan horse style turned out to be a freak just like any other unhinged 'leftoid'
So now I just hate everyone equally, in fact is one of the reasons I decided to step back from anything political now, i came up to the conclusion that they are making everyone play this macabre game of division but at the same time rotting their brains out like theres no tomorrow equally and turned everyone into heartless beings.
At the end we achieved the infamous "equality" ..... in everything bad
CAT....I ....UGH....
Don't worry about that!! I'm fine and nothing happened, and believe me, deleting all your social networks (all of them for real) it's very very interesting experiement i recommend, is like you remove a huge speaker that was blasting at full volume behind you.
And be careful out there with who you hang out with....I'm serious
Kiyomizu Status
Well with all the rants over I wanted to write a bit regarding kiyomizu and the stuff im hosting here so lets start
The PSOBB server
The PSOBB server continues to work as usual and has been doing so for the past year already?! The machine has been working just fine and the server process havent crashed once, as for players the traffic is very little I am aware that some players are entering in the nights but from what i see on the logs are every a few weeks at most.
Google has finally indexed the server after the domain being blacklisted by the boycotters a while ago, moreover since the resources it consumes are so low theres no problem in keeping it alive for the time being.
Right now the community of classic PSO players is probably at 100 players at most if not less, so im not surprised this poor game is on the verge of being forgotten
Then comes the Promise Server
You might have noticed it's the lastest server to open and is actually a very long work to make it happen starting with the fact I had to actually pay to acquire the files after testing them in a near-retail server earlier this year, we saw peaks of 500ish players playing at one time, for such an old game like Lineage II thats huge and the game felt super alive in-game I actually wrote about it in previous posts.
Fast forward today I acquired the files a while ago and after dealing with insane license issues i finally set up the server, currently is in a open beta test as im still wiping and restarting the game unlike PSO which runs without issues on its little linux box, the L2 server is a legacy app so required a lot of infrastructure to make it happen, needs a database server, a game server, web server and a balancer server, on top of requiring a proper account creation flow it cannot work like PSO does where you write the ID/PWD on the login and you are good to go.
So as you can imagine this is the one that has taken the most time for me to implement, some of the preliminary work was already done with the beta of the RF Online server which is still coming at a certain point too so I wasnt as clueless as I thought, the AI helped GREATLY to make this job faster as this one was a totally 1 person endeavour.
As soon I fix the issues with the mail servers the Promise Server will be opening to the public in the coming days.
The PSOBB server
The PSOBB server continues to work as usual and has been doing so for the past year already?! The machine has been working just fine and the server process havent crashed once, as for players the traffic is very little I am aware that some players are entering in the nights but from what i see on the logs are every a few weeks at most.
Google has finally indexed the server after the domain being blacklisted by the boycotters a while ago, moreover since the resources it consumes are so low theres no problem in keeping it alive for the time being.
Right now the community of classic PSO players is probably at 100 players at most if not less, so im not surprised this poor game is on the verge of being forgotten
Then comes the Promise Server
You might have noticed it's the lastest server to open and is actually a very long work to make it happen starting with the fact I had to actually pay to acquire the files after testing them in a near-retail server earlier this year, we saw peaks of 500ish players playing at one time, for such an old game like Lineage II thats huge and the game felt super alive in-game I actually wrote about it in previous posts.
Fast forward today I acquired the files a while ago and after dealing with insane license issues i finally set up the server, currently is in a open beta test as im still wiping and restarting the game unlike PSO which runs without issues on its little linux box, the L2 server is a legacy app so required a lot of infrastructure to make it happen, needs a database server, a game server, web server and a balancer server, on top of requiring a proper account creation flow it cannot work like PSO does where you write the ID/PWD on the login and you are good to go.
So as you can imagine this is the one that has taken the most time for me to implement, some of the preliminary work was already done with the beta of the RF Online server which is still coming at a certain point too so I wasnt as clueless as I thought, the AI helped GREATLY to make this job faster as this one was a totally 1 person endeavour.
As soon I fix the issues with the mail servers the Promise Server will be opening to the public in the coming days.
...Then on the other side...
Looks like as I'm writing this the fiasco and disgrace that was the Ukraine war for many people is hopefully and i'm really praying for it begin to end, yet I've been very blackpilled lately because to my horrible surprise despite I knew Trump and Putin would find an agreement to disarm that war and end it.....
...I totally didnd't took in count that it was the EU all this time along encouraging the war, and they gonna go the extra mile to make the life of all of us living here more miserable to support an insanity of war.
Why? because we are returning to the basics, it's all about control and the best way to control people is via a permanent war that will slowly make your savings go away, your oportunities go away, your liberties and freedom of movement go away, and of course your health go away and more...because ultimately they want to kill you, it's very plain and simple.
In a similar fashion in the software world is currently being attacked by leftoids and insane corporations destroying stuff, the goal is to also in the real world destroy stuff as well, it's actually the same plan and all points to the usual suspects of the 2030 Agenda
And after their total defeat in the US elections they gonna double down in sabotaging the world we are living on they only have 5 years left otherwise the void will eat them all away and they will lose the power they had, so it's pretty much a race agains't the clock to kill as many of us as possible.
In moments like these it's important more than ever to pray,
despite how grim the world is becoming, it's key to be close to God and have always that little bit of faith stored away far within yourself because i'm sure a better time will come, somehow...somewhere?... but it will come these bad people won't have their ways any longer
Of that I'm pretty sure...
...I totally didnd't took in count that it was the EU all this time along encouraging the war, and they gonna go the extra mile to make the life of all of us living here more miserable to support an insanity of war.
Why? because we are returning to the basics, it's all about control and the best way to control people is via a permanent war that will slowly make your savings go away, your oportunities go away, your liberties and freedom of movement go away, and of course your health go away and more...because ultimately they want to kill you, it's very plain and simple.
In a similar fashion in the software world is currently being attacked by leftoids and insane corporations destroying stuff, the goal is to also in the real world destroy stuff as well, it's actually the same plan and all points to the usual suspects of the 2030 Agenda
And after their total defeat in the US elections they gonna double down in sabotaging the world we are living on they only have 5 years left otherwise the void will eat them all away and they will lose the power they had, so it's pretty much a race agains't the clock to kill as many of us as possible.
In moments like these it's important more than ever to pray,
despite how grim the world is becoming, it's key to be close to God and have always that little bit of faith stored away far within yourself because i'm sure a better time will come, somehow...somewhere?... but it will come these bad people won't have their ways any longer
Of that I'm pretty sure...
Seventh Seal
Watched it the other day, The Seventh Seal, directed by Ignar Bergman, its a Swedish historical film from 1957, it is a very experimental movie and follow the story of a lone Crusader dealing with the Uncertainty, Faith and outplaying the Death in it's own game.
Since it's old school cinema can be watched in youtube with subs (believe me you will need them unless you can talk svenska)
(click on "Watch on Youtube")
Cat, I still don't understand this movie...
Since it's old school cinema can be watched in youtube with subs (believe me you will need them unless you can talk svenska)
(click on "Watch on Youtube")
Cat, I still don't understand this movie...
