Fixed the Stupid Blog
CAAAATTTT WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THE BLOG!!!!?!?!?!?
Nothing!!! I just finished fixing this piece of shit after moving it to the new host....
All the pictures should be working now too and reshuffled some of the categories i had a bunch of crap here
Looking back at my first posts I'm actually laughing now how many psyops I kept falling for, right now is all much more quiet
BUT CAT ARE YOU OKAY FOR REAL!?! YOu've changed!!!
Yes!! I'm actually much more quieter now, after the chain of bad stuff that happened the last couple of months was like a final nail on the coffin
It would be unfair to say that I lost faith in humanity but theres also the reality that it's very very VERY difficult more than ever to find the decent people
You really have to look inside the haystack for that needle.... you have to be really really careful with who you are dealing with, mostly to avoid getting kidnapped and raped as probably was gonna happen to me had I continued ignoring the red flags that kept appearing
And you wanna know how I got tricked at first? this person was supposed to be a 'based' 'right winger' in the most classic trojan horse style turned out to be a freak just like any other unhinged 'leftoid'
So now I just hate everyone equally, in fact is one of the reasons I decided to step back from anything political now, i came up to the conclusion that they are making everyone play this macabre game of division but at the same time rotting their brains out like theres no tomorrow equally and turned everyone into heartless beings.
At the end we achieved the infamous "equality" ..... in everything bad
CAT....I ....UGH....
Don't worry about that!! I'm fine and nothing happened, and believe me, deleting all your social networks (all of them for real) it's very very interesting experiement i recommend, is like you remove a huge speaker that was blasting at full volume behind you.
And be careful out there with who you hang out with....I'm serious
Nothing!!! I just finished fixing this piece of shit after moving it to the new host....
All the pictures should be working now too and reshuffled some of the categories i had a bunch of crap here
Looking back at my first posts I'm actually laughing now how many psyops I kept falling for, right now is all much more quiet
BUT CAT ARE YOU OKAY FOR REAL!?! YOu've changed!!!
Yes!! I'm actually much more quieter now, after the chain of bad stuff that happened the last couple of months was like a final nail on the coffin
It would be unfair to say that I lost faith in humanity but theres also the reality that it's very very VERY difficult more than ever to find the decent people
You really have to look inside the haystack for that needle.... you have to be really really careful with who you are dealing with, mostly to avoid getting kidnapped and raped as probably was gonna happen to me had I continued ignoring the red flags that kept appearing
And you wanna know how I got tricked at first? this person was supposed to be a 'based' 'right winger' in the most classic trojan horse style turned out to be a freak just like any other unhinged 'leftoid'
So now I just hate everyone equally, in fact is one of the reasons I decided to step back from anything political now, i came up to the conclusion that they are making everyone play this macabre game of division but at the same time rotting their brains out like theres no tomorrow equally and turned everyone into heartless beings.
At the end we achieved the infamous "equality" ..... in everything bad
CAT....I ....UGH....
Don't worry about that!! I'm fine and nothing happened, and believe me, deleting all your social networks (all of them for real) it's very very interesting experiement i recommend, is like you remove a huge speaker that was blasting at full volume behind you.
And be careful out there with who you hang out with....I'm serious
Kiyomizu Status
Well with all the rants over I wanted to write a bit regarding kiyomizu and the stuff im hosting here so lets start
The PSOBB server
The PSOBB server continues to work as usual and has been doing so for the past year already?! The machine has been working just fine and the server process havent crashed once, as for players the traffic is very little I am aware that some players are entering in the nights but from what i see on the logs are every a few weeks at most.
Google has finally indexed the server after the domain being blacklisted by the boycotters a while ago, moreover since the resources it consumes are so low theres no problem in keeping it alive for the time being.
Right now the community of classic PSO players is probably at 100 players at most if not less, so im not surprised this poor game is on the verge of being forgotten
Then comes the Promise Server
You might have noticed it's the lastest server to open and is actually a very long work to make it happen starting with the fact I had to actually pay to acquire the files after testing them in a near-retail server earlier this year, we saw peaks of 500ish players playing at one time, for such an old game like Lineage II thats huge and the game felt super alive in-game I actually wrote about it in previous posts.
Fast forward today I acquired the files a while ago and after dealing with insane license issues i finally set up the server, currently is in a open beta test as im still wiping and restarting the game unlike PSO which runs without issues on its little linux box, the L2 server is a legacy app so required a lot of infrastructure to make it happen, needs a database server, a game server, web server and a balancer server, on top of requiring a proper account creation flow it cannot work like PSO does where you write the ID/PWD on the login and you are good to go.
So as you can imagine this is the one that has taken the most time for me to implement, some of the preliminary work was already done with the beta of the RF Online server which is still coming at a certain point too so I wasnt as clueless as I thought, the AI helped GREATLY to make this job faster as this one was a totally 1 person endeavour.
As soon I fix the issues with the mail servers the Promise Server will be opening to the public in the coming days.
The PSOBB server
The PSOBB server continues to work as usual and has been doing so for the past year already?! The machine has been working just fine and the server process havent crashed once, as for players the traffic is very little I am aware that some players are entering in the nights but from what i see on the logs are every a few weeks at most.
Google has finally indexed the server after the domain being blacklisted by the boycotters a while ago, moreover since the resources it consumes are so low theres no problem in keeping it alive for the time being.
Right now the community of classic PSO players is probably at 100 players at most if not less, so im not surprised this poor game is on the verge of being forgotten
Then comes the Promise Server
You might have noticed it's the lastest server to open and is actually a very long work to make it happen starting with the fact I had to actually pay to acquire the files after testing them in a near-retail server earlier this year, we saw peaks of 500ish players playing at one time, for such an old game like Lineage II thats huge and the game felt super alive in-game I actually wrote about it in previous posts.
Fast forward today I acquired the files a while ago and after dealing with insane license issues i finally set up the server, currently is in a open beta test as im still wiping and restarting the game unlike PSO which runs without issues on its little linux box, the L2 server is a legacy app so required a lot of infrastructure to make it happen, needs a database server, a game server, web server and a balancer server, on top of requiring a proper account creation flow it cannot work like PSO does where you write the ID/PWD on the login and you are good to go.
So as you can imagine this is the one that has taken the most time for me to implement, some of the preliminary work was already done with the beta of the RF Online server which is still coming at a certain point too so I wasnt as clueless as I thought, the AI helped GREATLY to make this job faster as this one was a totally 1 person endeavour.
As soon I fix the issues with the mail servers the Promise Server will be opening to the public in the coming days.
...Then on the other side...
Looks like as I'm writing this the fiasco and disgrace that was the Ukraine war for many people is hopefully and i'm really praying for it begin to end, yet I've been very blackpilled lately because to my horrible surprise despite I knew Trump and Putin would find an agreement to disarm that war and end it.....
...I totally didnd't took in count that it was the EU all this time along encouraging the war, and they gonna go the extra mile to make the life of all of us living here more miserable to support an insanity of war.
Why? because we are returning to the basics, it's all about control and the best way to control people is via a permanent war that will slowly make your savings go away, your oportunities go away, your liberties and freedom of movement go away, and of course your health go away and more...because ultimately they want to kill you, it's very plain and simple.
In a similar fashion in the software world is currently being attacked by leftoids and insane corporations destroying stuff, the goal is to also in the real world destroy stuff as well, it's actually the same plan and all points to the usual suspects of the 2030 Agenda
And after their total defeat in the US elections they gonna double down in sabotaging the world we are living on they only have 5 years left otherwise the void will eat them all away and they will lose the power they had, so it's pretty much a race agains't the clock to kill as many of us as possible.
In moments like these it's important more than ever to pray,
despite how grim the world is becoming, it's key to be close to God and have always that little bit of faith stored away far within yourself because i'm sure a better time will come, somehow...somewhere?... but it will come these bad people won't have their ways any longer
Of that I'm pretty sure...
...I totally didnd't took in count that it was the EU all this time along encouraging the war, and they gonna go the extra mile to make the life of all of us living here more miserable to support an insanity of war.
Why? because we are returning to the basics, it's all about control and the best way to control people is via a permanent war that will slowly make your savings go away, your oportunities go away, your liberties and freedom of movement go away, and of course your health go away and more...because ultimately they want to kill you, it's very plain and simple.
In a similar fashion in the software world is currently being attacked by leftoids and insane corporations destroying stuff, the goal is to also in the real world destroy stuff as well, it's actually the same plan and all points to the usual suspects of the 2030 Agenda
And after their total defeat in the US elections they gonna double down in sabotaging the world we are living on they only have 5 years left otherwise the void will eat them all away and they will lose the power they had, so it's pretty much a race agains't the clock to kill as many of us as possible.
In moments like these it's important more than ever to pray,
despite how grim the world is becoming, it's key to be close to God and have always that little bit of faith stored away far within yourself because i'm sure a better time will come, somehow...somewhere?... but it will come these bad people won't have their ways any longer
Of that I'm pretty sure...
Seventh Seal
Watched it the other day, The Seventh Seal, directed by Ignar Bergman, its a Swedish historical film from 1957, it is a very experimental movie and follow the story of a lone Crusader dealing with the Uncertainty, Faith and outplaying the Death in it's own game.
Since it's old school cinema can be watched in youtube with subs (believe me you will need them unless you can talk svenska)
(click on "Watch on Youtube")
Cat, I still don't understand this movie...
Since it's old school cinema can be watched in youtube with subs (believe me you will need them unless you can talk svenska)
(click on "Watch on Youtube")
Cat, I still don't understand this movie...
It's a cruel joke
I managed to make the Windows XP Virtual Machine work and instantly decided to begin to ressurrect my original desktop from back in the day, alongside all my design programs and website making stuff.
This blog is not the first website I make, I've been working on the web since the year 2000ish when i was in middle school, albeit at the time I was doing mostly little websites for the school Intranet using FrontPage98, a few years later I decided to begin to make more proper stuff in Geocities using Dreamweaver and Photoshop.
Seeing my XP desktop back even in this form, and seeing all this software packages STILL working as intended without weird subscriptions is a cruel joke its some sort of a cruel torture.
And not only that, but says a lot of how dumbed down and limited all these programs have become, I gotta admit I had to take a few hours to re-learn all the menus again.
From Dreamweaver MX 2004, i'm here editing the main site of the PSOBB server I'm hosting here, in fact my plan is to make the whole site full HTML4 compliant again so I have to rebuild many things around in a backwards way to mae them all compliant with Internet Explorer 6 once again...
Then Photoshop CS2 (and even Image Ready!!) (I will be working in some little banners to share around), hell, even the texture DDS plugin from Nvidia is working again..
Surreal to see the original nVidia logo again when they were a real Hardware company, and it was always exciting to learn about their newest graphic card at the time (which I couldn't get) at the time I went the ATi way anyways with the almighty Radeon 9600XT
Ah but still....it's pure Bliss... (pun intended)
But CAT everyone hates you and your server!! why WORK ON THISAODASDJISAHDNIASUHD!?!?!
,nobody wants to play PSO in a biggoted nazz server!!! they are banning it everywhere too!!! kaput!
Could you please shut up for a minute?? do you really think I care?? *choke*
Let me enjoy better times without all the insanity we are living on at least for 5 minutes in this virtual box....
I'm tired...
Cat, cat... remember when your computer was very shitty coulnd't play PSO??
OH yes! I burned down that TNT2 for sure...but saved the allowance for the Radeon!!
Cat!... I miss those days too we had a lot of fun playing PSO and Lineage :(
Oh yes... yes indeed....
This blog is not the first website I make, I've been working on the web since the year 2000ish when i was in middle school, albeit at the time I was doing mostly little websites for the school Intranet using FrontPage98, a few years later I decided to begin to make more proper stuff in Geocities using Dreamweaver and Photoshop.
Seeing my XP desktop back even in this form, and seeing all this software packages STILL working as intended without weird subscriptions is a cruel joke its some sort of a cruel torture.
And not only that, but says a lot of how dumbed down and limited all these programs have become, I gotta admit I had to take a few hours to re-learn all the menus again.
From Dreamweaver MX 2004, i'm here editing the main site of the PSOBB server I'm hosting here, in fact my plan is to make the whole site full HTML4 compliant again so I have to rebuild many things around in a backwards way to mae them all compliant with Internet Explorer 6 once again...
Then Photoshop CS2 (and even Image Ready!!) (I will be working in some little banners to share around), hell, even the texture DDS plugin from Nvidia is working again..
Surreal to see the original nVidia logo again when they were a real Hardware company, and it was always exciting to learn about their newest graphic card at the time (which I couldn't get) at the time I went the ATi way anyways with the almighty Radeon 9600XT
Ah but still....it's pure Bliss... (pun intended)
But CAT everyone hates you and your server!! why WORK ON THISAODASDJISAHDNIASUHD!?!?!
,nobody wants to play PSO in a biggoted nazz server!!! they are banning it everywhere too!!! kaput!
Could you please shut up for a minute?? do you really think I care?? *choke*
Let me enjoy better times without all the insanity we are living on at least for 5 minutes in this virtual box....
I'm tired...
Cat, cat... remember when your computer was very shitty coulnd't play PSO??
OH yes! I burned down that TNT2 for sure...but saved the allowance for the Radeon!!
Cat!... I miss those days too we had a lot of fun playing PSO and Lineage :(
Oh yes... yes indeed....
