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CAAAAAATTTTTT Happy New Year!!!!!! We are free at long last !!!!!!!

YES!!! IM SO HAPPY AND RELIEVED!!!!! We gonna be rich again fucking CAT!!!!!!


This year started CRAZY for sure, with the jailing of Maduro in Venezuela and also becoming a colony of the United States!





Of course CAT as you can imagine the news destroyed all the leftards across the world (and is still ongoing)





Of course they are angry, imagine, from being considered poor and weak and unwanted in several places we instantly are becoming US citizens by default!! isn't that great!?! Is what we always wanted.

Been following the moevements for months and months and I was starting to get very disheartened and thinking the CHUD had won but no...





In a miracle movement today the CHUD LOST the bet !!! LOL



CAT wait!!! my god you are VERY happy about this!!!


How could I not be happy? We gonna be rich again, we gonna be able to have fuck you money to piss off a lot of people around the world, i don't have to feel weak anymore having to deal with leftards online, we will reach the same level of living as them if not better.

And that's why....that's why the outrage you are seeing in the news, youtube and pretty much everywhere....

From being a group of people unwanted in several countries and people taking pity of us "oh look at them they are poor lets give them some crumbs so they feel grateful again so we control them" in the meantime "im gonna showoff with them the Kidults Legos, Tech and expensive crap I have and I dont want but its my only way to feel superior across lesser living beings from a poor jungle country and if i can poison them with my troonytales and marxism ideas even better! Tee-Hee!~~"


"Aw you poor thing, I hope things get better in your country soon, but please undersatnd my life is very difficult many hardships many tight knits communities, everyone happier, stronger together" (No i dont want you to become better than me...) *showoff showoff showoff showoff showoff* (but please udnerstand my mental disease)




And it happened


And now BOOM!!!


Who's the poor one now???


And yet despite all this the world decided to become more socialist than ever, it's incredible is only us celebrating this (well the sole populace of the country) the rest of the world are so busy fighting an imaginary war in their minds thinking we are feeling opressed and sad.


It's incredidble how FUCKING ROTTEN everyone have become!! TO THE CORE OF EVERYTHING!!,

ROTTEN ALL OF YOU


Like Hong Kong, Like Seoul, Like Dubai, Like Tokyo, or Singapore we have the opportunity now to have a city full of skyscrapers, lights, people buying and selling like crazy and ideally everyone no matter their bacground earning more money and being more stable than ever.


Ah and DONT GET ME STARTED on not having to deal with Energy Poverty anymore!!, gone will be the days I have to use a calculator and formulas to measure Wattage usage for every shit i buy, unable to use hot water as much as I want, unable to use Gas as much as I want for heating or hot water...



Well in the case of germany lately not even that, directly the cables are stolen in middle of frosts by the children of god and engineers and doctors....

Endless Burning!!!


CATTTTTT YOU ARE AT THE STRATOSPHERE!!! It's been a while I've seem you so happy!!!

If we rewind 26 years ago, in my case 20 years ago since I had to flee, my life in Europe has been quiet but plagued with constant struggle, mostly economic struggle, unable to keep afloat, lost many friendships because i had to ask for money for food many times. I had to lower myself I had to live in the streets, I had to humiliate myself over and over and over for food and resources.....

Several of those people left because they dont want to deal with poor ass people (when the also are 1 paycheck to end up like me at the time)


That's why I can't stand them anymore, the people want to see you poor.

Make no mistake

In this day and age, People will do ABSOLUTELY anything in their hands to sabotage you to sabotage your plans, your dreams, and even your hopes and faith so you can strive for a better world for you.


You are living with crumbs you must continue living with crumbs, you arent allowed to act on your own, have autonomy, to have an opinion, or else you fired, cancelled, and even worse like happened 5 years ago





And Let me tell you something before I wrap up this post to write another one.


Like it or not, the world is controlled and will be always controlled by empires, resistances and revolutionary movements always end up with everyone getting killed or in the extremelly rare cases...they end up in what they were fighting against...becoming and building empires.



Once an empire, always an empire, you can disagree with the empire but another empire will take it's place and will attempt to always control you.

But you can take advantage of it too, some empires are better than others, so let's try to live a better life in the meantime? yes? no? yes?



Happy New Year!

CAT~~~~~

What?

JUST PASSING Around To Remind You......


- You dont owe anything to anyone
- Nobody plays games anymore
- Everyone are dead and the internet is dead
- Your efforts and things always for you only
- Let them kill eachother (I cant stress this one enough!)

OK~~~ YoU UnDErStaaaannnDD???~~♪



Yes stupid rabbit I get it.....I still can get pissed about it but its my reality, eventually ill get over with

OK! WonDERFUL!!!!

My god I need to finish Project X Zone 2 .....

CAT I forgot to ask you but have you checked the news lately???...because you are busy with the commute dread


No? what happened....


The SOUTHCOM is moving ahead with the planned operations in the Caribbean, could it be?? maybe this is the time for real??
Either way I hope it happens I'm tired of being poor...




I hope so too...

CAT!! how can you say that!? it's horrible you are wanting war THINK OF THE CHILDREN!! how could you human piece of shit!!!!



OH FOR FUCK SAKE GET OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT IM TIRED OF ALL THE STUPID PACIFISTS OUT THERE THAT ARE FUCKING SHARKS MAKING EVERYONE LIVES MISERABLE FOR THE LAST 30 YEARS!!!

TRAINED COMMIES EVERYWHERE OUTRAGED FOR WAHT IS HAPPENING????



They keep screaming!! THINK OF THE CHILDREN THINK OF THE CHILDREN THINK OF THE CHILDREN THINK OF THE CHILDREN THINK OF THE CHILDREN !!!!!!!!!

While they are royaly fucking everyone over and making everyone miserable everywhere in the world INCLUDING CHILDREN!!!!!!!!

FUCKING MONSTERS JUST DIE!!!!




So BE IT!!!! So fucking be IT!!

I'm fucking tired of all these fucking pieces of shit fake people!!! monsters everywhere!!! the time for dialogs and shit is over and now it's time to move pieces in the chessboard!!!




Wooohoo!!!!!

Since I'm stuck in the endless threadmill until december with the course adn it has been at this point almost 8ish months since I started going to the training I can't help but to eventually observe the people around me.

Since the commuting is so miserable for me every day, I have to waste 5 hours of my life dealing with it, and considering the 4G networks are busted because there way too many people, I have a lot of time to observe, observe the people around me.

Beyond the usual negros, indians, and sand people that are pretty much like lifeless goys that are just there and are aggresive if you are around for too long near them.

I noticed many kinds of behaviors people have

I see people running with fear in their faces, people wearing the masks like psycopaths like its still 2020, I see people with very angry and aggresive faces like they are about to punch you to death.

I don't really see relaxed people or happy people and I totally understand because commuting is very miserable for everone including myself I personally don't have a happy go lucky face either riding that shit.


But still and related to the previous post, I feellike everyone are in a total different frequency than mine... I feel like an outsider to everything I even feel like I'm a ghost like I got detached from our current reality and i'm in spectator mode looking at people around.



I think this is related to what alphas call the liminal spaces, like i'm still running a loop of sorts and i'm hopelessly expecting to change something everyday or expecting a reaction from people around me.

But no is like looping around a silent temple, a silent hallway that never ends...

you feel totally dismissed....

The more time pass the more dismissed I feel anywhere I go...

It's scary... because what this leads is to you little by little losing your humanity or your touch with reality (which is not 100% sure to begin with either) or seeing other humans as non-human beings, see them rather like ants or abstract elements in the background.....

Noise? like noise....

And as I mentioned in the previous post, it's something I have to continue (and I continue researching and studying about, but it's idfficult, but I need to continue enduring, I need to understand it) understanding and coming to terms that my life because of the way I see it and act is and will be very very lonely and will continue get worse.

So the better I spiritually and mentally prepare the better because also being around people that makes you feel dead is like wanting to drink water because you are very thirsty and parched and all you have is access to sea water and you gonna drink this sea water knowing very well is gonna destroy your kidneys and you will most likely die like an idiot.


So better let's do our best to ignore the sea water... and dont let the noise bother you ...

Yes CAT why bother? why bother in convincing people of quality/better ways to do stuff?

Because I can't shut up and that's actually my fucking problem I always have when I see something that grinds my gears I need to say something

Yes CAT and thats why everyone hates you!!

So what?, it's something I have to live with and I come up in terms with it

I've been trying to write this paragraph 3 times already and 3 times I got pissed off I had to delete everything before posting it because I cannot find a proper way in the tangled brain I have how to express via words how.......hopeless? pathetic?...mediocre even? everyone has become

Maybe is because since I'm at this point i'm already beyond defeated and a hikikkomori of sorts that im feeling tired of everything, but despite being and feeling tired and without energy seeing people fall for all sorts of stupid shit like flies it really grinds my gears to the point I cannot stay silent and I REALLY should stay silent but I CANNOT..


I notice it in gaming discords with 'game designers' showcasing a bunch of crap that nobody cares about, and circlejerking about it and the saddest thing of all is that nobody is playing games anymore either.

I notice in real life with the people totally cooked and wanting to have "OH YES DADDY GOVERNMENT HURT ME PLENTY!!!" attitude to everything and defending it. Such as for example everyone wanting more and more socialism and rooting for everyone to become as miserable/impoverished as them.

Then I notice Self sabotage acts everywhere that can even be inside your family and you have no choice but to stare like an idiot spectator powerless of how destrutive people are (with themselves and others) by falling into the same psyops and macabre games powered by the mass media.


So Why BOTHER CAT?!? You aren't very smart to begin with and nobody believes or wants to be with you anyways??

Yeah and that's why I need to continue learning to stop giving the attention to situations like this that bothers me from inside, they are totally and absolutely out of my reach and control.

But easier said than done i dont know why still.... I have a lot to continue learning...