Why bother CAT?
Yes CAT why bother? why bother in convincing people of quality/better ways to do stuff?
Because I can't shut up and that's actually my fucking problem I always have when I see something that grinds my gears I need to say something
Yes CAT and thats why everyone hates you!!
So what?, it's something I have to live with and I come up in terms with it
I've been trying to write this paragraph 3 times already and 3 times I got pissed off I had to delete everything before posting it because I cannot find a proper way in the tangled brain I have how to express via words how.......hopeless? pathetic?...mediocre even? everyone has become
Maybe is because since I'm at this point i'm already beyond defeated and a hikikkomori of sorts that im feeling tired of everything, but despite being and feeling tired and without energy seeing people fall for all sorts of stupid shit like flies it really grinds my gears to the point I cannot stay silent and I REALLY should stay silent but I CANNOT..
I notice it in gaming discords with 'game designers' showcasing a bunch of crap that nobody cares about, and circlejerking about it and the saddest thing of all is that nobody is playing games anymore either.
I notice in real life with the people totally cooked and wanting to have "OH YES DADDY GOVERNMENT HURT ME PLENTY!!!" attitude to everything and defending it. Such as for example everyone wanting more and more socialism and rooting for everyone to become as miserable/impoverished as them.
Then I notice Self sabotage acts everywhere that can even be inside your family and you have no choice but to stare like an idiot spectator powerless of how destrutive people are (with themselves and others) by falling into the same psyops and macabre games powered by the mass media.
So Why BOTHER CAT?!? You aren't very smart to begin with and nobody believes or wants to be with you anyways??
Yeah and that's why I need to continue learning to stop giving the attention to situations like this that bothers me from inside, they are totally and absolutely out of my reach and control.
But easier said than done i dont know why still.... I have a lot to continue learning...
Because I can't shut up and that's actually my fucking problem I always have when I see something that grinds my gears I need to say something
Yes CAT and thats why everyone hates you!!
So what?, it's something I have to live with and I come up in terms with it
I've been trying to write this paragraph 3 times already and 3 times I got pissed off I had to delete everything before posting it because I cannot find a proper way in the tangled brain I have how to express via words how.......hopeless? pathetic?...mediocre even? everyone has become
Maybe is because since I'm at this point i'm already beyond defeated and a hikikkomori of sorts that im feeling tired of everything, but despite being and feeling tired and without energy seeing people fall for all sorts of stupid shit like flies it really grinds my gears to the point I cannot stay silent and I REALLY should stay silent but I CANNOT..
I notice it in gaming discords with 'game designers' showcasing a bunch of crap that nobody cares about, and circlejerking about it and the saddest thing of all is that nobody is playing games anymore either.
I notice in real life with the people totally cooked and wanting to have "OH YES DADDY GOVERNMENT HURT ME PLENTY!!!" attitude to everything and defending it. Such as for example everyone wanting more and more socialism and rooting for everyone to become as miserable/impoverished as them.
Then I notice Self sabotage acts everywhere that can even be inside your family and you have no choice but to stare like an idiot spectator powerless of how destrutive people are (with themselves and others) by falling into the same psyops and macabre games powered by the mass media.
So Why BOTHER CAT?!? You aren't very smart to begin with and nobody believes or wants to be with you anyways??
Yeah and that's why I need to continue learning to stop giving the attention to situations like this that bothers me from inside, they are totally and absolutely out of my reach and control.
But easier said than done i dont know why still.... I have a lot to continue learning...
