And then how about you??
Well CAT!! It's been a while just having fun in the enclosed L2 world..

But how have you been??

Well, i've been just playing and fooling around in the game and taking a little well deserve break from everything sometimes is necessay to just disconnect from everyone

Btw did you know I also deleted my Twitter enirely not too long ago?

No you didn't told me, so the troony that was stalking you via Instalker cant do it anymore?

Yeah pretty much

So CAT, what about the project of the things you wanted to show??

Honestly i've been just recovering my soul grinding in L2 these days but I plan to continue working on it as I'm waiting for some material to arrive.

And then I ran into some nasty roadblock I need to still figure out how to fix, and as usual theres no info or debug information of sorts..

Will it be worth it? maybe not maybe will be just another 0 player game but it's a game I like too and it's special so will be living here hosted forever just in case.

I think at this point CAT the traniards have made this poor website and project dissapear from everything and nobody will really come to play any of the games.

Ah, that's fine too, I don't really expect people to come and play (and much less i want those people coming over to play either as they are considered terrorists now) so lets just keep them alive as a labor of love for our old games no more nor less

Well CAT can't be helped let's just continue hosting stuff here and maybe in the near future an alpha or genZ that is not so cooked in the head will come and and enjoy the games.

Yeah but I don't count on them too much either, honestly at this point it's something mostly for me, for knowledge about games, for practicing sysops for my job, etc.

That's fair too Cat, what you gonna do now?

I've been playing the whole day, resting and sleeping, the cold is gone too btw so I don't feel like a walking corpse watching some cool shows I will talk about in yet another post

Ok Cat, thanks for coming and take care!
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Okay?


Cat... this is a reminder for yourself because I know you like to help ppl when you can no strings attached

Stop getting taken advantage from others,
you dont owe anything to anyone,
and what you have built so far has been made by YOURSELF!

Remember that always.

I know you are feeling guilty and sad inside that was the spell placed upon you many moons ago

But its a eternal vicious cycle you need to learn to get rid of...

They gonna scream, cry and mirror guilt trip you by saying you are the abuser instead! if you dont agree eith their ways or help them

They gonna express their dislike towards you for being in their own words 'goal oriented' they are the first ones in wanting to see you fail and give up

By now you know most (if not all) their dirty tricks by being surrounded by them for 35 years,

Dont listen to them, let them die and rot you are not a scapegoat

Listen to your already beaten and mauled heart and soul, can you sleep quietly at night?.

Yes? There you have your answer

2025.03.15 11:18 | pmlink.png 固定リンク | folder.png Menhera Talk
Reality
What is My Reality??

Do I still have it figured it out?...

Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,

Or maybe you feel pity of me?,

You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,

Bystander Effect??,

Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,

The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,

A perfect life? Perhaps??

It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....


2025.03.06 09:17 | pmlink.png 固定リンク | folder.png Menhera Talk
cant kill me!!
These fucking globalists want to kill me and everyone or play at their macabre game, day 5 with pneumonia and still no sight of recovery yet the doctor are mysteriously not giving antibiotics to anyone!! what does that say to you?? yet this is just not a minor cold you can get rid of with a grandmas soup and some rest...

Oh NonOnono you gonna spit Green or even Grey?!?(WTF) goo at the faucet coming from deep within your lungs, hallucinate due to random fever getting stuck at random parts of your body and burning your eyelids, wheezing while breathing in very strange ways, forget the last time you ate something, at least i havent peed anything strange yet yet im becoming paranoid already with this everytime I go to pee...

Etc etc, no amount of soup can fix this its clearly an infection of sorts that must be cured with antibiotics godfucckingdammit damn you all motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!! you gonna kill us all!!



Corrupt Doctor: IM JUST DOING MY JOB TAKE IBOUPRUFEN/TYLENOL I FORGoT ALl Medicines!!!!! I DONT KnoW PHaRMACY ANYMORE!!!!!

KLAUSSERRRRRR!!!!!!!!

CAT KLAUS SCHWAB IS DEAD!!

WHATTT?!?!

2025.03.04 08:27 | pmlink.png 固定リンク | folder.png Menhera Talk
Cirque du Soleil
CatCatCat!!! look what happened while you were away!!



and here i was saying i was feeling peaceful these days what a way to jynx it...

Here we have, 3 children arguing for stupidity while at the same time many men are dying in frontlines by force fighting a useless war. But its okay because this makes Great Television!! Billions of jobs!!

It is definitvely a sign of our times, I think this video in particular will be history (of the bad one)

LOL

We are dead and we gonna die in the most lame way as possible



CAT listen to me!!

What?!.!

Im hungry...

Me too!! but ive been sick all this last week and im still sick!! so fend yourself at the trashbin

Ok ... get better

Thanks
2025.02.28 21:06 | pmlink.png 固定リンク | folder.png Menhera Talk

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