Oh my god...
CAAAATTTT MISSING AGAIN!?! WHAT's WRONG!~?
Nothing, just very.....very tired... I don't know whats wrong with me lately but I've been so busy with the training and the commuting i have to do everyday I think it's finally taking a toll on me..
I'm feeling like...there's no time?
But not like the Meg sticker more like..a weird feeling that you are in a endless threadmill machine that never stops, it stops for like 6~8 hours max and then begins to run again...
And it makes sense because lately all my free time (that I'm actually at home) is just around 7 or 8 hours max per-day....
The rest of the hours is the usual 4~5 sleep hours if im lucky and then the nasty commuting to the training center and then spending the day doing nothing there.
Ever since I completed the RHCE exam having to also attend to the basic course for RHCSA is pissing me off because I'm not really learning much and i'm very bored. But I cannot get either diploma if i dont finish these ones too...
So Yeah i have no choice but to keep going this horrible slug but is really taking a toll, i'm in a very bad mood and also im surrounded by ....NPC? or more like.... pieces of meat that must be destroyed?
Honestly the people I'm seeing in the center pisses me off to no limits so its all very boring and I dont talk to anyone
Specially since the last incident I had a few months ago I'm talking even less... in fact, I'm not talking at all!! (only inside my head and in my inner monologue)
And If I dare to talk i have to deal with any normie or NPC convo that will directly make me scream of frustration at this point.
I'm just tired of everyone, there's too many people that are mere pieces of meat that have no point in existing in this world (I know I sound super globalist here now)
But I'm kinda beginning to understand that there might be too many unnesessar people out there..
Heh! probably they think the same about me and would like to see me dead too how lovely!?!!?!
Nothing, just very.....very tired... I don't know whats wrong with me lately but I've been so busy with the training and the commuting i have to do everyday I think it's finally taking a toll on me..
I'm feeling like...there's no time?
But not like the Meg sticker more like..a weird feeling that you are in a endless threadmill machine that never stops, it stops for like 6~8 hours max and then begins to run again...
And it makes sense because lately all my free time (that I'm actually at home) is just around 7 or 8 hours max per-day....
The rest of the hours is the usual 4~5 sleep hours if im lucky and then the nasty commuting to the training center and then spending the day doing nothing there.
Ever since I completed the RHCE exam having to also attend to the basic course for RHCSA is pissing me off because I'm not really learning much and i'm very bored. But I cannot get either diploma if i dont finish these ones too...
So Yeah i have no choice but to keep going this horrible slug but is really taking a toll, i'm in a very bad mood and also im surrounded by ....NPC? or more like.... pieces of meat that must be destroyed?
Honestly the people I'm seeing in the center pisses me off to no limits so its all very boring and I dont talk to anyone
Specially since the last incident I had a few months ago I'm talking even less... in fact, I'm not talking at all!! (only inside my head and in my inner monologue)
And If I dare to talk i have to deal with any normie or NPC convo that will directly make me scream of frustration at this point.
I'm just tired of everyone, there's too many people that are mere pieces of meat that have no point in existing in this world (I know I sound super globalist here now)
But I'm kinda beginning to understand that there might be too many unnesessar people out there..
Heh! probably they think the same about me and would like to see me dead too how lovely!?!!?!
