Then the internet....
Not much has changed on that side, it's still a very lonely experience as usual, it's all very....transactional....
I need to act like a cunning bitch for being able to achieve anything and its just fucking tiring to the soul... but it's the only way to move things forward a bit in any way...
But I don't know? I'm tired I guess I havent repeated this in these last 3 posts the underline is just.....that...
The very few people I someone kept in contact with also became deviants, drug addicts, normies, npcs (the worst), cowards, etc. I stopped talkin with all of them too...
But in a way it's all fucked up, I don't want to deal with any of them,
We have 10 fingers in 2 hands, I think at this point If you put me to count with how many sane people im talking to lately I cannot even use 1 hand to count, less than 3 if not less....
There's a lot of hatred in my heart lately, but i think is not hatred but more like despair, I don't know how to explain it with words
CAT sounds like the usual stuff you always had to deal with???
Yeah. but well I think im allowed to complain and say that I'm tired of dealing with the same things repeating over and over like a broken vynil disc?
Cant be helped..
I need to act like a cunning bitch for being able to achieve anything and its just fucking tiring to the soul... but it's the only way to move things forward a bit in any way...
But I don't know? I'm tired I guess I havent repeated this in these last 3 posts the underline is just.....that...
The very few people I someone kept in contact with also became deviants, drug addicts, normies, npcs (the worst), cowards, etc. I stopped talkin with all of them too...
But in a way it's all fucked up, I don't want to deal with any of them,
We have 10 fingers in 2 hands, I think at this point If you put me to count with how many sane people im talking to lately I cannot even use 1 hand to count, less than 3 if not less....
There's a lot of hatred in my heart lately, but i think is not hatred but more like despair, I don't know how to explain it with words
CAT sounds like the usual stuff you always had to deal with???
Yeah. but well I think im allowed to complain and say that I'm tired of dealing with the same things repeating over and over like a broken vynil disc?
Cant be helped..
