Everyone has it figured out???
Today was one of those days I felt once again the "Train Syndrome" as I like to call it, looks like everyone has their lives figured it out and I am the one that is still lacking in everything somehow because I decided to just dedicate to simple home hobbies...
And it's just another of those days where as they continue talking and telling me everything happening with their lives lately, has that lingering feeling like its an attempt to show off? but for what?? I'm not really better than you neither you are better than me.
At the end of the day we are all just trying to figure out stuff and survive in this shitty world so why making a theater of it? why prop it up in such way that looks so fake and perfect???
So it all comes down that the way they see life and the way I see life is totally different, at the very least I can maintain this friendship but not really sure if for how long or if this person will just get tired of me and my odd way to view life.
The train track is drifting away from each other as time pass, and I already can tell that we are all getting farther and farther away...
Yet this is my reality so I have to continue working with it.
And it's just another of those days where as they continue talking and telling me everything happening with their lives lately, has that lingering feeling like its an attempt to show off? but for what?? I'm not really better than you neither you are better than me.
At the end of the day we are all just trying to figure out stuff and survive in this shitty world so why making a theater of it? why prop it up in such way that looks so fake and perfect???
So it all comes down that the way they see life and the way I see life is totally different, at the very least I can maintain this friendship but not really sure if for how long or if this person will just get tired of me and my odd way to view life.
The train track is drifting away from each other as time pass, and I already can tell that we are all getting farther and farther away...
Yet this is my reality so I have to continue working with it.
