Okay?

Cat... this is a reminder for yourself because I know you like to help ppl when you can no strings attached
Stop getting taken advantage from others,
you dont owe anything to anyone,
and what you have built so far has been made by YOURSELF!
Remember that always.
I know you are feeling guilty and sad inside that was the spell placed upon you many moons ago
But its a eternal vicious cycle you need to learn to get rid of...
They gonna scream, cry and mirror guilt trip you by saying you are the abuser instead! if you dont agree eith their ways or help them
They gonna express their dislike towards you for being in their own words 'goal oriented' they are the first ones in wanting to see you fail and give up
By now you know most (if not all) their dirty tricks by being surrounded by them for 35 years,
Dont listen to them, let them die and rot you are not a scapegoat
Listen to your already beaten and mauled heart and soul, can you sleep quietly at night?.
Yes? There you have your answer