And then how about you??
Well CAT!! It's been a while just having fun in the enclosed L2 world..

But how have you been??

Well, i've been just playing and fooling around in the game and taking a little well deserve break from everything sometimes is necessay to just disconnect from everyone

Btw did you know I also deleted my Twitter enirely not too long ago?

No you didn't told me, so the troony that was stalking you via Instalker cant do it anymore?

Yeah pretty much

So CAT, what about the project of the things you wanted to show??

Honestly i've been just recovering my soul grinding in L2 these days but I plan to continue working on it as I'm waiting for some material to arrive.

And then I ran into some nasty roadblock I need to still figure out how to fix, and as usual theres no info or debug information of sorts..

Will it be worth it? maybe not maybe will be just another 0 player game but it's a game I like too and it's special so will be living here hosted forever just in case.

I think at this point CAT the traniards have made this poor website and project dissapear from everything and nobody will really come to play any of the games.

Ah, that's fine too, I don't really expect people to come and play (and much less i want those people coming over to play either as they are considered terrorists now) so lets just keep them alive as a labor of love for our old games no more nor less

Well CAT can't be helped let's just continue hosting stuff here and maybe in the near future an alpha or genZ that is not so cooked in the head will come and and enjoy the games.

Yeah but I don't count on them too much either, honestly at this point it's something mostly for me, for knowledge about games, for practicing sysops for my job, etc.

That's fair too Cat, what you gonna do now?

I've been playing the whole day, resting and sleeping, the cold is gone too btw so I don't feel like a walking corpse watching some cool shows I will talk about in yet another post

Ok Cat, thanks for coming and take care!
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...Then on the other side...
Looks like as I'm writing this the fiasco and disgrace that was the Ukraine war for many people is hopefully and i'm really praying for it begin to end, yet I've been very blackpilled lately because to my horrible surprise despite I knew Trump and Putin would find an agreement to disarm that war and end it.....

...I totally didnd't took in count that it was the EU all this time along encouraging the war, and they gonna go the extra mile to make the life of all of us living here more miserable to support an insanity of war.

Why? because we are returning to the basics, it's all about control and the best way to control people is via a permanent war that will slowly make your savings go away, your oportunities go away, your liberties and freedom of movement go away, and of course your health go away and more...because ultimately they want to kill you, it's very plain and simple.

In a similar fashion in the software world is currently being attacked by leftoids and insane corporations destroying stuff, the goal is to also in the real world destroy stuff as well, it's actually the same plan and all points to the usual suspects of the 2030 Agenda

And after their total defeat in the US elections they gonna double down in sabotaging the world we are living on they only have 5 years left otherwise the void will eat them all away and they will lose the power they had, so it's pretty much a race agains't the clock to kill as many of us as possible.

In moments like these it's important more than ever to pray,



despite how grim the world is becoming, it's key to be close to God and have always that little bit of faith stored away far within yourself because i'm sure a better time will come, somehow...somewhere?... but it will come these bad people won't have their ways any longer

Of that I'm pretty sure...
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Hardcore Lineage....
Lost in the dungeons but very happy)

Some progress of the last couple days...







You were living a nightmare Cat, after dealing with so many bad people in game 'comunnities'

those people werent real, let them dissapear...

You almost lost hope on the internet because of some fucktards...

Dont let them and enjoy your games again...

Playing with real people and common sense again...

Remember the promise and wonder of the internet always...
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Okay?


Cat... this is a reminder for yourself because I know you like to help ppl when you can no strings attached

Stop getting taken advantage from others,
you dont owe anything to anyone,
and what you have built so far has been made by YOURSELF!

Remember that always.

I know you are feeling guilty and sad inside that was the spell placed upon you many moons ago

But its a eternal vicious cycle you need to learn to get rid of...

They gonna scream, cry and mirror guilt trip you by saying you are the abuser instead! if you dont agree eith their ways or help them

They gonna express their dislike towards you for being in their own words 'goal oriented' they are the first ones in wanting to see you fail and give up

By now you know most (if not all) their dirty tricks by being surrounded by them for 35 years,

Dont listen to them, let them die and rot you are not a scapegoat

Listen to your already beaten and mauled heart and soul, can you sleep quietly at night?.

Yes? There you have your answer

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исцеление души...
The past couple of days after recovering from the nasty cold ive been working on and off in the next Kiyomizu project while at the same time during the dead hours ive started to play Lineage II again, to my surprise in a server that follows the same idea as here in Kiyomizu, to offer only the original base game and refine it like a museum... a museum of DEATH, STRUGGLE, DESPAIR.....but dear lord!! has it been fun?!? OH YES!!



To be surrounded in an Open World with people again in a online game no weird shenanigans it feels so alive like everything ive been living to this point has been some sort of cruel nightmare with discord 'players' and faggots that dont even touch a game anymore, now im back into the balkan side of things with Russians and Spanish players just screaming and shitalking for free!! lets become Edgelords again!!!

Its excellent, just says a lot that theres public for these old games, the server is peaking with 1200players on average daily (something incredible for such old game), the experience is as brutal as always but im just really taking it easy with the leveling and enjoy the ride, its something my soul was really asking for.



You see people come, people go, people getting pked and scammed, but well i guess the first world is more comfy now imagining they are playing games on discord??))))

I look forward to be able to host our old games like this bring people to just play the damn thing again!!

Say cat....you have been having a lot of fun lately??

A lot actually but also working a lot on the project

We gonna be playing more interesting games from now on

We gonna be playing again!

Cat... lets return to Yugoslavia(((((
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