Scrapbook #4
Reuploaded locally because ext video host sucks,...
Remember MTV Oddities?!?!
Remember MTV Oddities?!?!
Reality
What is My Reality??
Do I still have it figured it out?...
Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,
Or maybe you feel pity of me?,
You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,
Bystander Effect??,
Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,
The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,
A perfect life? Perhaps??
It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....
Do I still have it figured it out?...
Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,
Or maybe you feel pity of me?,
You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,
Bystander Effect??,
Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,
The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,
A perfect life? Perhaps??
It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....
cant kill me!!
These fucking globalists want to kill me and everyone or play at their macabre game, day 5 with pneumonia and still no sight of recovery yet the doctor are mysteriously not giving antibiotics to anyone!! what does that say to you?? yet this is just not a minor cold you can get rid of with a grandmas soup and some rest...
Oh NonOnono you gonna spit Green or even Grey?!?(WTF) goo at the faucet coming from deep within your lungs, hallucinate due to random fever getting stuck at random parts of your body and burning your eyelids, wheezing while breathing in very strange ways, forget the last time you ate something, at least i havent peed anything strange yet yet im becoming paranoid already with this everytime I go to pee...
Etc etc, no amount of soup can fix this its clearly an infection of sorts that must be cured with antibiotics godfucckingdammit damn you all motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!! you gonna kill us all!!
Corrupt Doctor: IM JUST DOING MY JOB TAKE IBOUPRUFEN/TYLENOL I FORGoT ALl Medicines!!!!! I DONT KnoW PHaRMACY ANYMORE!!!!!
KLAUSSERRRRRR!!!!!!!!
CAT KLAUS SCHWAB IS DEAD!!
WHATTT?!?!
Oh NonOnono you gonna spit Green or even Grey?!?(WTF) goo at the faucet coming from deep within your lungs, hallucinate due to random fever getting stuck at random parts of your body and burning your eyelids, wheezing while breathing in very strange ways, forget the last time you ate something, at least i havent peed anything strange yet yet im becoming paranoid already with this everytime I go to pee...
Etc etc, no amount of soup can fix this its clearly an infection of sorts that must be cured with antibiotics godfucckingdammit damn you all motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!! you gonna kill us all!!
Corrupt Doctor: IM JUST DOING MY JOB TAKE IBOUPRUFEN/TYLENOL I FORGoT ALl Medicines!!!!! I DONT KnoW PHaRMACY ANYMORE!!!!!
KLAUSSERRRRRR!!!!!!!!
CAT KLAUS SCHWAB IS DEAD!!
WHATTT?!?!
Lineage C1!?
These last days I've been very sick unable to do much but to lay on the bed, just today I managed to gather some energy and i was like "what can I do to get out ofthe bed? can I play something where i dont feel dread???"
Is there something I can play and then I checked the /vm/ for MMORPG recommendations and found an anon playing Lineage 2, decided to give it a try and to my surprise it ended up being a private server based on the very very first version of the game with all its original struggle intact!!!, jumped in and I just finished playing (because i'm feeling fever again orz... i need to return to bed...)
But just being able to enter a world and see people sitting around and able to use a CHAT WINDOW and talk random stuff with people who doesnt give a shit and just chill and relax because they are all russians, slovaks, spanish, english, polish and pretty much the whole balkans it felt like a little healing experience for a very distressed soul i have lately...
In case you are interested in reliving memories with me of better times the URL of the server is
https://harbor.elmorelab.com/
Cat, I hope you are having a better day so lets take a break and continue the recovery okay??
Yeah you are right, I just felt like right at home after so many years away
Cat I know......I missed those experiences too
For now I return to rest and recover
Is there something I can play and then I checked the /vm/ for MMORPG recommendations and found an anon playing Lineage 2, decided to give it a try and to my surprise it ended up being a private server based on the very very first version of the game with all its original struggle intact!!!, jumped in and I just finished playing (because i'm feeling fever again orz... i need to return to bed...)
But just being able to enter a world and see people sitting around and able to use a CHAT WINDOW and talk random stuff with people who doesnt give a shit and just chill and relax because they are all russians, slovaks, spanish, english, polish and pretty much the whole balkans it felt like a little healing experience for a very distressed soul i have lately...
In case you are interested in reliving memories with me of better times the URL of the server is
https://harbor.elmorelab.com/
Cat, I hope you are having a better day so lets take a break and continue the recovery okay??
Yeah you are right, I just felt like right at home after so many years away
Cat I know......I missed those experiences too
For now I return to rest and recover
Seventh Seal
Watched it the other day, The Seventh Seal, directed by Ignar Bergman, its a Swedish historical film from 1957, it is a very experimental movie and follow the story of a lone Crusader dealing with the Uncertainty, Faith and outplaying the Death in it's own game.
Since it's old school cinema can be watched in youtube with subs (believe me you will need them unless you can talk svenska)
(click on "Watch on Youtube")
Cat, I still don't understand this movie...
Since it's old school cinema can be watched in youtube with subs (believe me you will need them unless you can talk svenska)
(click on "Watch on Youtube")
Cat, I still don't understand this movie...
