play with dolls...
Last couple of days without writing much, needed to take a break from all the bullshit I had to go through last week, let's hope this week becomes much more quieter.
So in the meantime I wanted to write about how I recently started to play this new game called Girls Fronline 2 Exilium back in January, it was a little surprise!! , the game has become quite a little controversial because of various reasons regarding waifus, chinese psyops, chinks, and crying chuds, but it's a solid game that kinda reminds me a lot to a mix between XCOM with the original Metal Gear Acid which I played a lot during the PSP days.
There's a proper game loop here and is just not another mindless gacha that is only for show or as a pure Visual Novel.
You are supposed to control a group of dolls in a grid and fight against a variety of foes or other dolls taking turns, there are controls and switches to press to turn the tides of the battle to your favor, the difficulty isn't too high but considering its a chinese game they will want to milk everyone as much as they can so I think this game difficulty will become very brutal once more and more people begin to play.
The story is excellent so does the fan service is excellent too!! (including weapon play if you are a gun otaku)
I guess you might be wondering who was the one in the new splash screen at the main kiyomizu website!!
Joking aside, if you need something to disconnect your brain of the current insanity give it a try to this game~
So in the meantime I wanted to write about how I recently started to play this new game called Girls Fronline 2 Exilium back in January, it was a little surprise!! , the game has become quite a little controversial because of various reasons regarding waifus, chinese psyops, chinks, and crying chuds, but it's a solid game that kinda reminds me a lot to a mix between XCOM with the original Metal Gear Acid which I played a lot during the PSP days.
There's a proper game loop here and is just not another mindless gacha that is only for show or as a pure Visual Novel.
You are supposed to control a group of dolls in a grid and fight against a variety of foes or other dolls taking turns, there are controls and switches to press to turn the tides of the battle to your favor, the difficulty isn't too high but considering its a chinese game they will want to milk everyone as much as they can so I think this game difficulty will become very brutal once more and more people begin to play.
The story is excellent so does the fan service is excellent too!! (including weapon play if you are a gun otaku)
I guess you might be wondering who was the one in the new splash screen at the main kiyomizu website!!
Joking aside, if you need something to disconnect your brain of the current insanity give it a try to this game~
[Feature Request] Newserv Struggle Session
"Talk to me on Discord, Email if you have any questions"
*proceeds to ban all messages or ways to answer back unable to make them appear on github*
this post was meant to appear here
https://github.com/fuzziqersoftware/newserv/issues/600
https://github.com/fuzziqersoftware/newserv/issues/599
But it was banned on the spot and the other went to 404 doom so a backup lives here, I think it's important and explains all I wanted to talk about many things in a proper way, and dear god I tried my best to write decently and with proper grammar what a waste....
A friend's status couldn't have said it any better..I think it resumes my whole ordeal with this very nicely
*proceeds to ban all messages or ways to answer back unable to make them appear on github*
this post was meant to appear here
https://github.com/fuzziqersoftware/newserv/issues/600
https://github.com/fuzziqersoftware/newserv/issues/599
But it was banned on the spot and the other went to 404 doom so a backup lives here, I think it's important and explains all I wanted to talk about many things in a proper way, and dear god I tried my best to write decently and with proper grammar what a waste....
A friend's status couldn't have said it any better..I think it resumes my whole ordeal with this very nicely
To be used and tossed away....
To be used and to be tossed away like a useless toy, helping people (with very expensive/time consuming requests) for nothing in exchange, and If i dare to ask for something in return good lord I just commited the worst sin ever...or in the best case im ignored like a pushover
Have we learned something from 2020?
do I have to remind you cat what happened to you in 2020? no? ok... shut up and watch.... just watch...
Look how all of them kill themselves in their own misery, you tried your best...you think they gonna learn? the concept of gratitude??...please cat dont be stupid...
Im gonna ask you a question cat
Can you sleep at night peacefully?
Yes... I can...
Then we can end this conversation right here, theres nothing to worry about just keep watching and enjoy the slaughter
Have we learned something from 2020?
do I have to remind you cat what happened to you in 2020? no? ok... shut up and watch.... just watch...
Look how all of them kill themselves in their own misery, you tried your best...you think they gonna learn? the concept of gratitude??...please cat dont be stupid...
Im gonna ask you a question cat
Can you sleep at night peacefully?
Yes... I can...
Then we can end this conversation right here, theres nothing to worry about just keep watching and enjoy the slaughter
Failed Update
Thinking more careful what happened yesterday and noticing how, every single person around me are acting like zombies or incredibily demoralized it is a very worrysome sight.
It all feels like, someone (something) was trying to program them and they were mid-update cycle getting new instructions when suddenly those things left and pull the plug similar to the warning message of windows of "do not turn off your computer" fucking up everyone royaly in the process
Well that's exactly what they did, they ran away like cowards after so many years of insanity and left everyone half-assed in between updates. Now feels like 90% of the people are zombified somehow, people still believing theres a covid hoax, people wearing masks, people doubling down on believing the TV, and the worst offender of all people thinking that by being "kind and understanding" don't notice the world around them is more dangerous than ever and will be stabbed, raped, killed or even worse with such thinking.
VICTIM: "BUT I LIKE BLACK AND MUSLIM PEOPLE!!!"
CAT: ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE MARGARETH!?! I CAN"T GO OUT ANYMORE WITHOUT DOUBLE CHECKING IF A BLACK BLOB WITH A KNIFE IS FOLLOWING US TO DESTROY OUR EXISTENCE!!?!?!?! YOU ARE A WOMAN FOR GOD SAKE HAVE SOME SELF AWARENESS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY!!!!
On the other side...
VICTIM: MY SAFE SPACE IS COMPROMISED BY RIGHT-WINGER NAZI MUSK, I MUST BAN EVERYTHING MORE THAN EVER I MUST STAY IN MY ECHO CHAMBER MORE THAN EVER I NEED TO BE SAFE, PLEASE STAY SAFE!! AND LET'S *search marxist thesaurus* ORGANIZE A COMMUNITY OF WELL-BEHAVED BEINGS FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE AND THE OPPRESSED MINORITIES BECAUSE LIKED-MINDED INDIVIDUALS, TIGHT KNIT COMMUNITY, ETC, ETC...
CAT: *BANS HERSELF AND LEAVES RUNNING*
Then on another side...
VICTIM: I DON'T WANNA LIVE I HATE EVERYTHING
CAT: WELL THEN KILL YOURSELF!?!?! WHY DONT YOU DO IT??!!, no... BECAUSE, you need a lot of BRAVERY to commit such act! which you dont have.... so keep EATING YOUR MASK AND YOUR DAILY TV INDOCTRINATION FEAR FLAKES
And another side...
VICTIM: ACTUALLY IT WAS ALL VOLUNTARY!, NOBODY FORCED YOU OR ANYONE TO GET A VACCINE!! BELIEVE ME I WORK IN THE HOSPITAL
CAT: Why........you............
Writing all this shit in a cafe while suddenly:
WAITER: Excuse me maam, did you finished with that glass? did you liked the food? can I take the plates out?
CAT: AH oh....errr ...yeah...the food ...was delicious! *shuffles nerviously the table, a fork falls on the floor* , can you bring me another coke and the bill? Thank you!
But anyways, I guess you understand, places like Reddit for example are terminally gone (well not surprised there tbh...) but like that many other if not all social networks are terminal in one way or another the demoralizing is very insane and its all fun and laughs when you just see random people from the net coplaining andcrying for it.
But it hits different when its also happening to your family and childhood friends..
Once again the train departs and leaves... (I really like the train thing but I guess its the most graphical example i can give you on how I feel)
and of course they all think I am the one terminally ill and of pity they tell me such things too, let's not forget about that tiny detail as well.
But anyways cat I'm tired, it's sunday, shall we play/watch something??
It all feels like, someone (something) was trying to program them and they were mid-update cycle getting new instructions when suddenly those things left and pull the plug similar to the warning message of windows of "do not turn off your computer" fucking up everyone royaly in the process
Well that's exactly what they did, they ran away like cowards after so many years of insanity and left everyone half-assed in between updates. Now feels like 90% of the people are zombified somehow, people still believing theres a covid hoax, people wearing masks, people doubling down on believing the TV, and the worst offender of all people thinking that by being "kind and understanding" don't notice the world around them is more dangerous than ever and will be stabbed, raped, killed or even worse with such thinking.
VICTIM: "BUT I LIKE BLACK AND MUSLIM PEOPLE!!!"
CAT: ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE MARGARETH!?! I CAN"T GO OUT ANYMORE WITHOUT DOUBLE CHECKING IF A BLACK BLOB WITH A KNIFE IS FOLLOWING US TO DESTROY OUR EXISTENCE!!?!?!?! YOU ARE A WOMAN FOR GOD SAKE HAVE SOME SELF AWARENESS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY!!!!
On the other side...
VICTIM: MY SAFE SPACE IS COMPROMISED BY RIGHT-WINGER NAZI MUSK, I MUST BAN EVERYTHING MORE THAN EVER I MUST STAY IN MY ECHO CHAMBER MORE THAN EVER I NEED TO BE SAFE, PLEASE STAY SAFE!! AND LET'S *search marxist thesaurus* ORGANIZE A COMMUNITY OF WELL-BEHAVED BEINGS FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE AND THE OPPRESSED MINORITIES BECAUSE LIKED-MINDED INDIVIDUALS, TIGHT KNIT COMMUNITY, ETC, ETC...
CAT: *BANS HERSELF AND LEAVES RUNNING*
Then on another side...
VICTIM: I DON'T WANNA LIVE I HATE EVERYTHING
CAT: WELL THEN KILL YOURSELF!?!?! WHY DONT YOU DO IT??!!, no... BECAUSE, you need a lot of BRAVERY to commit such act! which you dont have.... so keep EATING YOUR MASK AND YOUR DAILY TV INDOCTRINATION FEAR FLAKES
And another side...
VICTIM: ACTUALLY IT WAS ALL VOLUNTARY!, NOBODY FORCED YOU OR ANYONE TO GET A VACCINE!! BELIEVE ME I WORK IN THE HOSPITAL
CAT: Why........you............
Writing all this shit in a cafe while suddenly:
WAITER: Excuse me maam, did you finished with that glass? did you liked the food? can I take the plates out?
CAT: AH oh....errr ...yeah...the food ...was delicious! *shuffles nerviously the table, a fork falls on the floor* , can you bring me another coke and the bill? Thank you!
But anyways, I guess you understand, places like Reddit for example are terminally gone (well not surprised there tbh...) but like that many other if not all social networks are terminal in one way or another the demoralizing is very insane and its all fun and laughs when you just see random people from the net coplaining andcrying for it.
But it hits different when its also happening to your family and childhood friends..
Once again the train departs and leaves... (I really like the train thing but I guess its the most graphical example i can give you on how I feel)
and of course they all think I am the one terminally ill and of pity they tell me such things too, let's not forget about that tiny detail as well.
But anyways cat I'm tired, it's sunday, shall we play/watch something??
