исцеление души...
The past couple of days after recovering from the nasty cold ive been working on and off in the next Kiyomizu project while at the same time during the dead hours ive started to play Lineage II again, to my surprise in a server that follows the same idea as here in Kiyomizu, to offer only the original base game and refine it like a museum... a museum of DEATH, STRUGGLE, DESPAIR.....but dear lord!! has it been fun?!? OH YES!!

To be surrounded in an Open World with people again in a online game no weird shenanigans it feels so alive like everything ive been living to this point has been some sort of cruel nightmare with discord 'players' and faggots that dont even touch a game anymore, now im back into the balkan side of things with Russians and Spanish players just screaming and shitalking for free!! lets become Edgelords again!!!
Its excellent, just says a lot that theres public for these old games, the server is peaking with 1200players on average daily (something incredible for such old game), the experience is as brutal as always but im just really taking it easy with the leveling and enjoy the ride, its something my soul was really asking for.

You see people come, people go, people getting pked and scammed, but well i guess the first world is more comfy now imagining they are playing games on discord??))))
I look forward to be able to host our old games like this bring people to just play the damn thing again!!
Say cat....you have been having a lot of fun lately??
A lot actually but also working a lot on the project
We gonna be playing more interesting games from now on
We gonna be playing again!
Cat... lets return to Yugoslavia(((((

To be surrounded in an Open World with people again in a online game no weird shenanigans it feels so alive like everything ive been living to this point has been some sort of cruel nightmare with discord 'players' and faggots that dont even touch a game anymore, now im back into the balkan side of things with Russians and Spanish players just screaming and shitalking for free!! lets become Edgelords again!!!
Its excellent, just says a lot that theres public for these old games, the server is peaking with 1200players on average daily (something incredible for such old game), the experience is as brutal as always but im just really taking it easy with the leveling and enjoy the ride, its something my soul was really asking for.

You see people come, people go, people getting pked and scammed, but well i guess the first world is more comfy now imagining they are playing games on discord??))))
I look forward to be able to host our old games like this bring people to just play the damn thing again!!
Say cat....you have been having a lot of fun lately??
A lot actually but also working a lot on the project
We gonna be playing more interesting games from now on
We gonna be playing again!
Cat... lets return to Yugoslavia(((((
Scrapbook #4
Reuploaded locally because ext video host sucks,...
Remember MTV Oddities?!?!
Remember MTV Oddities?!?!
Reality
What is My Reality??
Do I still have it figured it out?...
Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,
Or maybe you feel pity of me?,
You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,
Bystander Effect??,
Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,
The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,
A perfect life? Perhaps??
It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....

Do I still have it figured it out?...
Are you making fun of this poor menhera by coming to this blog to witness freefall?,
Or maybe you feel pity of me?,
You have to be very careful because you can end up like me or worse,
Bystander Effect??,
Are you in an Ivory Tower?? Friends? Groups? ,
The thought of Isolation is too difficult to understand??,
A perfect life? Perhaps??
It's okay I still have time to understand everyone more and better....

cant kill me!!
These fucking globalists want to kill me and everyone or play at their macabre game, day 5 with pneumonia and still no sight of recovery yet the doctor are mysteriously not giving antibiotics to anyone!! what does that say to you?? yet this is just not a minor cold you can get rid of with a grandmas soup and some rest...
Oh NonOnono you gonna spit Green or even Grey?!?(WTF) goo at the faucet coming from deep within your lungs, hallucinate due to random fever getting stuck at random parts of your body and burning your eyelids, wheezing while breathing in very strange ways, forget the last time you ate something, at least i havent peed anything strange yet yet im becoming paranoid already with this everytime I go to pee...
Etc etc, no amount of soup can fix this its clearly an infection of sorts that must be cured with antibiotics godfucckingdammit damn you all motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!! you gonna kill us all!!

Corrupt Doctor: IM JUST DOING MY JOB TAKE IBOUPRUFEN/TYLENOL I FORGoT ALl Medicines!!!!! I DONT KnoW PHaRMACY ANYMORE!!!!!
KLAUSSERRRRRR!!!!!!!!
CAT KLAUS SCHWAB IS DEAD!!
WHATTT?!?!
Oh NonOnono you gonna spit Green or even Grey?!?(WTF) goo at the faucet coming from deep within your lungs, hallucinate due to random fever getting stuck at random parts of your body and burning your eyelids, wheezing while breathing in very strange ways, forget the last time you ate something, at least i havent peed anything strange yet yet im becoming paranoid already with this everytime I go to pee...
Etc etc, no amount of soup can fix this its clearly an infection of sorts that must be cured with antibiotics godfucckingdammit damn you all motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!! you gonna kill us all!!

Corrupt Doctor: IM JUST DOING MY JOB TAKE IBOUPRUFEN/TYLENOL I FORGoT ALl Medicines!!!!! I DONT KnoW PHaRMACY ANYMORE!!!!!
KLAUSSERRRRRR!!!!!!!!
CAT KLAUS SCHWAB IS DEAD!!
WHATTT?!?!