It's a cruel joke
I managed to make the Windows XP Virtual Machine work and instantly decided to begin to ressurrect my original desktop from back in the day, alongside all my design programs and website making stuff.
This blog is not the first website I make, I've been working on the web since the year 2000ish when i was in middle school, albeit at the time I was doing mostly little websites for the school Intranet using FrontPage98, a few years later I decided to begin to make more proper stuff in Geocities using Dreamweaver and Photoshop.
Seeing my XP desktop back even in this form, and seeing all this software packages STILL working as intended without weird subscriptions is a cruel joke its some sort of a cruel torture.
And not only that, but says a lot of how dumbed down and limited all these programs have become, I gotta admit I had to take a few hours to re-learn all the menus again.
From Dreamweaver MX 2004, i'm here editing the main site of the PSOBB server I'm hosting here, in fact my plan is to make the whole site full HTML4 compliant again so I have to rebuild many things around in a backwards way to mae them all compliant with Internet Explorer 6 once again...

Then Photoshop CS2 (and even Image Ready!!) (I will be working in some little banners to share around), hell, even the texture DDS plugin from Nvidia is working again..

Surreal to see the original nVidia logo again when they were a real Hardware company, and it was always exciting to learn about their newest graphic card at the time (which I couldn't get) at the time I went the ATi way anyways with the almighty Radeon 9600XT
Ah but still....it's pure Bliss... (pun intended)
But CAT everyone hates you and your server!! why WORK ON THISAODASDJISAHDNIASUHD!?!?!
,nobody wants to play PSO in a biggoted nazz server!!! they are banning it everywhere too!!! kaput!
Could you please shut up for a minute?? do you really think I care?? *choke*
Let me enjoy better times without all the insanity we are living on at least for 5 minutes in this virtual box....
I'm tired...
Cat, cat... remember when your computer was very shitty coulnd't play PSO??
OH yes! I burned down that TNT2 for sure...but saved the allowance for the Radeon!!
Cat!... I miss those days too we had a lot of fun playing PSO and Lineage :(

Oh yes... yes indeed....
This blog is not the first website I make, I've been working on the web since the year 2000ish when i was in middle school, albeit at the time I was doing mostly little websites for the school Intranet using FrontPage98, a few years later I decided to begin to make more proper stuff in Geocities using Dreamweaver and Photoshop.
Seeing my XP desktop back even in this form, and seeing all this software packages STILL working as intended without weird subscriptions is a cruel joke its some sort of a cruel torture.
And not only that, but says a lot of how dumbed down and limited all these programs have become, I gotta admit I had to take a few hours to re-learn all the menus again.
From Dreamweaver MX 2004, i'm here editing the main site of the PSOBB server I'm hosting here, in fact my plan is to make the whole site full HTML4 compliant again so I have to rebuild many things around in a backwards way to mae them all compliant with Internet Explorer 6 once again...

Then Photoshop CS2 (and even Image Ready!!) (I will be working in some little banners to share around), hell, even the texture DDS plugin from Nvidia is working again..

Surreal to see the original nVidia logo again when they were a real Hardware company, and it was always exciting to learn about their newest graphic card at the time (which I couldn't get) at the time I went the ATi way anyways with the almighty Radeon 9600XT
Ah but still....it's pure Bliss... (pun intended)
But CAT everyone hates you and your server!! why WORK ON THISAODASDJISAHDNIASUHD!?!?!
,nobody wants to play PSO in a biggoted nazz server!!! they are banning it everywhere too!!! kaput!
Could you please shut up for a minute?? do you really think I care?? *choke*
Let me enjoy better times without all the insanity we are living on at least for 5 minutes in this virtual box....
I'm tired...
Cat, cat... remember when your computer was very shitty coulnd't play PSO??
OH yes! I burned down that TNT2 for sure...but saved the allowance for the Radeon!!
Cat!... I miss those days too we had a lot of fun playing PSO and Lineage :(

Oh yes... yes indeed....
Worth it
Being less and less interested in mainstream gaming I decided since like a year ago embrace the hell of Gacha anime games, and as I wrote before I've been playing this tactical military game called Girls Frontline 2, to this day I still continue playing this game on a daily basis.

And to my surprise I started to get into the game a lot lately! when was the last time I was looking forward to play a game so much? and even more a Gacha game???, these games I usually consider them little time killers that offer Events or Stories to watch like a Visual Novel rather to enjoy them too much for their gameplay (or lack thereof) but this time was different...
SO I made my very first purchase in a mobile game! just 1500 yen worth of a weapon pass to get some extra resources in the game to level up the dolls even more, is nothing fancy but it kinda goes against my previous policy of treat mobile games as entirely free to play games....

But for the amount of fun and joy this little game brought lately? I guess it's fair... at least give this small money in exchange...
BUT CAT BE CAREFUL WITH THESE GAMES THERE ARE DANGEROUS!!!
Is like a casino isn't it?
Yes cat but it's okay If you have fun I think it's OK too!
A little bit of thrill in life doesn't hurt from time to time too?
A small 'thrill' cat? your whole fucking life is a fucking thrillercoaster!!!!

Oh shut up....

And to my surprise I started to get into the game a lot lately! when was the last time I was looking forward to play a game so much? and even more a Gacha game???, these games I usually consider them little time killers that offer Events or Stories to watch like a Visual Novel rather to enjoy them too much for their gameplay (or lack thereof) but this time was different...
SO I made my very first purchase in a mobile game! just 1500 yen worth of a weapon pass to get some extra resources in the game to level up the dolls even more, is nothing fancy but it kinda goes against my previous policy of treat mobile games as entirely free to play games....

But for the amount of fun and joy this little game brought lately? I guess it's fair... at least give this small money in exchange...
BUT CAT BE CAREFUL WITH THESE GAMES THERE ARE DANGEROUS!!!
Is like a casino isn't it?
Yes cat but it's okay If you have fun I think it's OK too!
A little bit of thrill in life doesn't hurt from time to time too?
A small 'thrill' cat? your whole fucking life is a fucking thrillercoaster!!!!

Oh shut up....
The power of say "No"
Was talking today to a relative about why our world is in the current state of affairs, and I just mentioned them that the sole reason why we are all suffering in this clown world is because of strong men and women willing to say "No" dont exist anymore.

Our society dislike this word a lot, saying "No" means you are seen as a unreasonable person by the weak masses, since everyone are heavily demotivated, people who stand their ground on any topic are actually very disliked.
It is also related to the topic of mediocrity being breeding grounds to uses such as (DEI, fatherless kids, faggity people, etc.) is not just your games that are shit it's everything around us these days and this happens because we've let weakness have free reign over all aspects of our lives.
Well now we have the Donald rebranding the Gulf of Mexico to the Gulf of America, everyone are complaining about this, but who really standing ground and saying "No" to this and stop him? nobody and thats why like it or not he will have free reign until a strong person like him becomes the counter balance.
In the meantime he will continue signing folders as usual
So? we will begin to say "No" again in this world and backing it up for real?

Our society dislike this word a lot, saying "No" means you are seen as a unreasonable person by the weak masses, since everyone are heavily demotivated, people who stand their ground on any topic are actually very disliked.
It is also related to the topic of mediocrity being breeding grounds to uses such as (DEI, fatherless kids, faggity people, etc.) is not just your games that are shit it's everything around us these days and this happens because we've let weakness have free reign over all aspects of our lives.
Well now we have the Donald rebranding the Gulf of Mexico to the Gulf of America, everyone are complaining about this, but who really standing ground and saying "No" to this and stop him? nobody and thats why like it or not he will have free reign until a strong person like him becomes the counter balance.
In the meantime he will continue signing folders as usual
So? we will begin to say "No" again in this world and backing it up for real?
Scrapbook #2
For future reference as I need to study this topic in more depth later...







