Quiet afternoon....
The week started a little hectic with all the sudden announcements of the New World Government approaching and me going full menhera about it more than usual, but I was also checking a bit of my Steam Library backlog and shuffling around so far I've been just playing Fate Stay/night (the remaster/remake of Realta Nua) in those dead moments in the day when i'm just idling around....

I haven't finished the anime yet but I'm just playing the game at the same time to fill in the gaps the first season of the anime might have missed, there are many small details lost in the conversion but nothing major.
So in a way i'm kinda re-reading the same story like 3 times at the same time, yet someone on X mentioned that the very best way to get started with the series was to just watch the original 2006 anime (which I did already) and I regret nothing about it.

But anyways alligator I'm checking out for today glad no crazy stuff happened.

I haven't finished the anime yet but I'm just playing the game at the same time to fill in the gaps the first season of the anime might have missed, there are many small details lost in the conversion but nothing major.
So in a way i'm kinda re-reading the same story like 3 times at the same time, yet someone on X mentioned that the very best way to get started with the series was to just watch the original 2006 anime (which I did already) and I regret nothing about it.

But anyways alligator I'm checking out for today glad no crazy stuff happened.
Sunday Blues?
Feeling a little bit down lately? something this menhera can recommend you is to watch EATMAN if you feel like getting lost in a cool anime with a somber mood, from 1997 and based on the manga of the same name we have the wanderer Bolt Crank able to eat anything made of metal and creating weapons from it.
The whole concept is very strange at first but I promise it will grow over time as the situations he faces in a post apocaliptic world are very relatable, the anime is from BandaiVisual/Emotion so we are talking quality stuff here, either way heres the first full first episode
This anime in particular is one of those I keep coming back to and rewatch when I want to evade myself from the insanity around me or to be able to sleep, the ending theme "Walk This Way" was actually the previous name of this blog too.

hope you like this one its a small treasure
The whole concept is very strange at first but I promise it will grow over time as the situations he faces in a post apocaliptic world are very relatable, the anime is from BandaiVisual/Emotion so we are talking quality stuff here, either way heres the first full first episode
This anime in particular is one of those I keep coming back to and rewatch when I want to evade myself from the insanity around me or to be able to sleep, the ending theme "Walk This Way" was actually the previous name of this blog too.

hope you like this one its a small treasure
pupupupupu......
As I was busy dealing with server shenanigans this week with the migration to the new host and all that, totally forgot Spike Chunsoft was running an insane sale of all their games until end of the month celebrating their 40th anniversary ( I didnt know they were actually THAT old to begin with even when they were separated...),

they are running insane deals as much as ~$80 discounts at bundles that usually costs 100 so we are talking real serious savings here, Dangaronpa, Memories, Ai, Shiren, Steins Gate and more!

If you want to become menhera like me and enjoy some fine screaming with/at Monokuma take a look at their page on Steam, I think its very worth it!!

they are running insane deals as much as ~$80 discounts at bundles that usually costs 100 so we are talking real serious savings here, Dangaronpa, Memories, Ai, Shiren, Steins Gate and more!

If you want to become menhera like me and enjoy some fine screaming with/at Monokuma take a look at their page on Steam, I think its very worth it!!
Dream Report 1# 2025
Im pulling out from my brain what I can still remember before the dream vanishes from memory, just follow the little paragraphs chronologically:
i was working in what seemed to be a very messy office like a factory or sweat software shop, i wasnt doing much because i was idling from my work
saw a group of pepple sitting on the big gathering table, decided to join them, turns out to be they were talking about the interesting topics of the world, such as whos running the world
I tell them the world is governmed by 3 races, humans, lizards and a 3rd one which are interdimensional beings, but these last ones are unable to reach our reality they life in another reality
the public was at first agreeing with me and excited about the topic too, some of the people sitting had totally opposing views to me but for some reason this topic brought us all together regarding our differences and i was super happy for that, it was an exciting discussion for everyone present!!, then right after a minute or so and like clockwork they suddenly became totally silent, stand up, and each one of them returned to their posts in total sepulcral silence
it was very strange for me to see such weird sudden chage of behavior, kinda robotical, i went to the main area or lobby, there was a job acquaitance sitting down there, then after i sat down with him he told me "you really screwed it up this time!, like you werent doing your job at all" and i was totally confused?? because everyone else were goofing around too, so what gives???
then suddenly a lady from HR appears and tell me to go help her interview alongside my manager a young boy which initially decided to not apply for my position
after i arrive at his office he was idling too and totally lost, they pulled him away and made him cook some biscuits??? with my boss praising his cooking skills in a little portable grill that was there????
the weird humiliation interview begins and he is even more confused, then they ask me if im willing to exchange my job with him, i knew this was a bad moment so ive said in a very serious tone "Well.." then i got interrumpted right away by this guy, and he directly said in a very scary voice like he just saw a ghost or something "I.... i dont want... to work here and I prefer to just leave so im not interested in her position...... thank you", the guy left running leaving them hanging and
the humilliation was shifted directly to the HR/manager who instantly turned their views saw me with rage eyes because they had to still keep me aboard , they had no choice
everyone walked away and i went back to my idle counter area... in the way I told the HR lady "well that didnt went well right? I guess im staying for a bit longer while you find someone to replace and fire me?"
she snapped right there and told me "YES I WANT TO GET RID OF YOU im gonna make sure to make your life here a living hell and you WILL regret for doing this!!" for sure regret of what i just did but what did I do??, i was never given an answer!! I was totally confused but the hostility left little room for second guesses, it was clear as water i was disliked a lot...
She then said "I need a younger brain... your brain is too old already and you know nothing you are useless" and i was like "pardon me???" as she began to walk even faster to get away from me until eventually vanished
I was shocked but i acted tough the best way i could so brushed it off like no big deal, from here on the nightmare/dream becomes garbled or abstract like the tape is about to end
I woke up just now with an inmense feelings of dread and despair, like i was just tortured mentally and somehow made it alive back into the safety of my bed...??
went for a glass of water and grabbed the bible....
what happened there.???
i was working in what seemed to be a very messy office like a factory or sweat software shop, i wasnt doing much because i was idling from my work
saw a group of pepple sitting on the big gathering table, decided to join them, turns out to be they were talking about the interesting topics of the world, such as whos running the world
I tell them the world is governmed by 3 races, humans, lizards and a 3rd one which are interdimensional beings, but these last ones are unable to reach our reality they life in another reality
the public was at first agreeing with me and excited about the topic too, some of the people sitting had totally opposing views to me but for some reason this topic brought us all together regarding our differences and i was super happy for that, it was an exciting discussion for everyone present!!, then right after a minute or so and like clockwork they suddenly became totally silent, stand up, and each one of them returned to their posts in total sepulcral silence
it was very strange for me to see such weird sudden chage of behavior, kinda robotical, i went to the main area or lobby, there was a job acquaitance sitting down there, then after i sat down with him he told me "you really screwed it up this time!, like you werent doing your job at all" and i was totally confused?? because everyone else were goofing around too, so what gives???
then suddenly a lady from HR appears and tell me to go help her interview alongside my manager a young boy which initially decided to not apply for my position
after i arrive at his office he was idling too and totally lost, they pulled him away and made him cook some biscuits??? with my boss praising his cooking skills in a little portable grill that was there????
the weird humiliation interview begins and he is even more confused, then they ask me if im willing to exchange my job with him, i knew this was a bad moment so ive said in a very serious tone "Well.." then i got interrumpted right away by this guy, and he directly said in a very scary voice like he just saw a ghost or something "I.... i dont want... to work here and I prefer to just leave so im not interested in her position...... thank you", the guy left running leaving them hanging and
the humilliation was shifted directly to the HR/manager who instantly turned their views saw me with rage eyes because they had to still keep me aboard , they had no choice
everyone walked away and i went back to my idle counter area... in the way I told the HR lady "well that didnt went well right? I guess im staying for a bit longer while you find someone to replace and fire me?"
she snapped right there and told me "YES I WANT TO GET RID OF YOU im gonna make sure to make your life here a living hell and you WILL regret for doing this!!" for sure regret of what i just did but what did I do??, i was never given an answer!! I was totally confused but the hostility left little room for second guesses, it was clear as water i was disliked a lot...
She then said "I need a younger brain... your brain is too old already and you know nothing you are useless" and i was like "pardon me???" as she began to walk even faster to get away from me until eventually vanished
I was shocked but i acted tough the best way i could so brushed it off like no big deal, from here on the nightmare/dream becomes garbled or abstract like the tape is about to end
I woke up just now with an inmense feelings of dread and despair, like i was just tortured mentally and somehow made it alive back into the safety of my bed...??
went for a glass of water and grabbed the bible....
what happened there.???