To be used and tossed away....
To be used and to be tossed away like a useless toy, helping people (with very expensive/time consuming requests) for nothing in exchange, and If i dare to ask for something in return good lord I just commited the worst sin ever...or in the best case im ignored like a pushover
Have we learned something from 2020?
do I have to remind you cat what happened to you in 2020? no? ok... shut up and watch.... just watch...
Look how all of them kill themselves in their own misery, you tried your best...you think they gonna learn? the concept of gratitude??...please cat dont be stupid...
Im gonna ask you a question cat
Can you sleep at night peacefully?
Yes... I can...
Then we can end this conversation right here, theres nothing to worry about just keep watching and enjoy the slaughter
Have we learned something from 2020?
do I have to remind you cat what happened to you in 2020? no? ok... shut up and watch.... just watch...
Look how all of them kill themselves in their own misery, you tried your best...you think they gonna learn? the concept of gratitude??...please cat dont be stupid...
Im gonna ask you a question cat
Can you sleep at night peacefully?
Yes... I can...
Then we can end this conversation right here, theres nothing to worry about just keep watching and enjoy the slaughter
Failed Update
Thinking more careful what happened yesterday and noticing how, every single person around me are acting like zombies or incredibily demoralized it is a very worrysome sight.
It all feels like, someone (something) was trying to program them and they were mid-update cycle getting new instructions when suddenly those things left and pull the plug similar to the warning message of windows of "do not turn off your computer" fucking up everyone royaly in the process
Well that's exactly what they did, they ran away like cowards after so many years of insanity and left everyone half-assed in between updates. Now feels like 90% of the people are zombified somehow, people still believing theres a covid hoax, people wearing masks, people doubling down on believing the TV, and the worst offender of all people thinking that by being "kind and understanding" don't notice the world around them is more dangerous than ever and will be stabbed, raped, killed or even worse with such thinking.
VICTIM: "BUT I LIKE BLACK AND MUSLIM PEOPLE!!!"
CAT: ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE MARGARETH!?! I CAN"T GO OUT ANYMORE WITHOUT DOUBLE CHECKING IF A BLACK BLOB WITH A KNIFE IS FOLLOWING US TO DESTROY OUR EXISTENCE!!?!?!?! YOU ARE A WOMAN FOR GOD SAKE HAVE SOME SELF AWARENESS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY!!!!
On the other side...
VICTIM: MY SAFE SPACE IS COMPROMISED BY RIGHT-WINGER NAZI MUSK, I MUST BAN EVERYTHING MORE THAN EVER I MUST STAY IN MY ECHO CHAMBER MORE THAN EVER I NEED TO BE SAFE, PLEASE STAY SAFE!! AND LET'S *search marxist thesaurus* ORGANIZE A COMMUNITY OF WELL-BEHAVED BEINGS FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE AND THE OPPRESSED MINORITIES BECAUSE LIKED-MINDED INDIVIDUALS, TIGHT KNIT COMMUNITY, ETC, ETC...
CAT: *BANS HERSELF AND LEAVES RUNNING*
Then on another side...
VICTIM: I DON'T WANNA LIVE I HATE EVERYTHING
CAT: WELL THEN KILL YOURSELF!?!?! WHY DONT YOU DO IT??!!, no... BECAUSE, you need a lot of BRAVERY to commit such act! which you dont have.... so keep EATING YOUR MASK AND YOUR DAILY TV INDOCTRINATION FEAR FLAKES
And another side...
VICTIM: ACTUALLY IT WAS ALL VOLUNTARY!, NOBODY FORCED YOU OR ANYONE TO GET A VACCINE!! BELIEVE ME I WORK IN THE HOSPITAL
CAT: Why........you............
Writing all this shit in a cafe while suddenly:
WAITER: Excuse me maam, did you finished with that glass? did you liked the food? can I take the plates out?
CAT: AH oh....errr ...yeah...the food ...was delicious! *shuffles nerviously the table, a fork falls on the floor* , can you bring me another coke and the bill? Thank you!
But anyways, I guess you understand, places like Reddit for example are terminally gone (well not surprised there tbh...) but like that many other if not all social networks are terminal in one way or another the demoralizing is very insane and its all fun and laughs when you just see random people from the net coplaining andcrying for it.
But it hits different when its also happening to your family and childhood friends..
Once again the train departs and leaves... (I really like the train thing but I guess its the most graphical example i can give you on how I feel)
and of course they all think I am the one terminally ill and of pity they tell me such things too, let's not forget about that tiny detail as well.
But anyways cat I'm tired, it's sunday, shall we play/watch something??
It all feels like, someone (something) was trying to program them and they were mid-update cycle getting new instructions when suddenly those things left and pull the plug similar to the warning message of windows of "do not turn off your computer" fucking up everyone royaly in the process
Well that's exactly what they did, they ran away like cowards after so many years of insanity and left everyone half-assed in between updates. Now feels like 90% of the people are zombified somehow, people still believing theres a covid hoax, people wearing masks, people doubling down on believing the TV, and the worst offender of all people thinking that by being "kind and understanding" don't notice the world around them is more dangerous than ever and will be stabbed, raped, killed or even worse with such thinking.
VICTIM: "BUT I LIKE BLACK AND MUSLIM PEOPLE!!!"
CAT: ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE MARGARETH!?! I CAN"T GO OUT ANYMORE WITHOUT DOUBLE CHECKING IF A BLACK BLOB WITH A KNIFE IS FOLLOWING US TO DESTROY OUR EXISTENCE!!?!?!?! YOU ARE A WOMAN FOR GOD SAKE HAVE SOME SELF AWARENESS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY!!!!
On the other side...
VICTIM: MY SAFE SPACE IS COMPROMISED BY RIGHT-WINGER NAZI MUSK, I MUST BAN EVERYTHING MORE THAN EVER I MUST STAY IN MY ECHO CHAMBER MORE THAN EVER I NEED TO BE SAFE, PLEASE STAY SAFE!! AND LET'S *search marxist thesaurus* ORGANIZE A COMMUNITY OF WELL-BEHAVED BEINGS FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE AND THE OPPRESSED MINORITIES BECAUSE LIKED-MINDED INDIVIDUALS, TIGHT KNIT COMMUNITY, ETC, ETC...
CAT: *BANS HERSELF AND LEAVES RUNNING*
Then on another side...
VICTIM: I DON'T WANNA LIVE I HATE EVERYTHING
CAT: WELL THEN KILL YOURSELF!?!?! WHY DONT YOU DO IT??!!, no... BECAUSE, you need a lot of BRAVERY to commit such act! which you dont have.... so keep EATING YOUR MASK AND YOUR DAILY TV INDOCTRINATION FEAR FLAKES
And another side...
VICTIM: ACTUALLY IT WAS ALL VOLUNTARY!, NOBODY FORCED YOU OR ANYONE TO GET A VACCINE!! BELIEVE ME I WORK IN THE HOSPITAL
CAT: Why........you............
Writing all this shit in a cafe while suddenly:
WAITER: Excuse me maam, did you finished with that glass? did you liked the food? can I take the plates out?
CAT: AH oh....errr ...yeah...the food ...was delicious! *shuffles nerviously the table, a fork falls on the floor* , can you bring me another coke and the bill? Thank you!
But anyways, I guess you understand, places like Reddit for example are terminally gone (well not surprised there tbh...) but like that many other if not all social networks are terminal in one way or another the demoralizing is very insane and its all fun and laughs when you just see random people from the net coplaining andcrying for it.
But it hits different when its also happening to your family and childhood friends..
Once again the train departs and leaves... (I really like the train thing but I guess its the most graphical example i can give you on how I feel)
and of course they all think I am the one terminally ill and of pity they tell me such things too, let's not forget about that tiny detail as well.
But anyways cat I'm tired, it's sunday, shall we play/watch something??
Everyone has it figured out???
Today was one of those days I felt once again the "Train Syndrome" as I like to call it, looks like everyone has their lives figured it out and I am the one that is still lacking in everything somehow because I decided to just dedicate to simple home hobbies...
And it's just another of those days where as they continue talking and telling me everything happening with their lives lately, has that lingering feeling like its an attempt to show off? but for what?? I'm not really better than you neither you are better than me.
At the end of the day we are all just trying to figure out stuff and survive in this shitty world so why making a theater of it? why prop it up in such way that looks so fake and perfect???
So it all comes down that the way they see life and the way I see life is totally different, at the very least I can maintain this friendship but not really sure if for how long or if this person will just get tired of me and my odd way to view life.
The train track is drifting away from each other as time pass, and I already can tell that we are all getting farther and farther away...
Yet this is my reality so I have to continue working with it.
And it's just another of those days where as they continue talking and telling me everything happening with their lives lately, has that lingering feeling like its an attempt to show off? but for what?? I'm not really better than you neither you are better than me.
At the end of the day we are all just trying to figure out stuff and survive in this shitty world so why making a theater of it? why prop it up in such way that looks so fake and perfect???
So it all comes down that the way they see life and the way I see life is totally different, at the very least I can maintain this friendship but not really sure if for how long or if this person will just get tired of me and my odd way to view life.
The train track is drifting away from each other as time pass, and I already can tell that we are all getting farther and farther away...
Yet this is my reality so I have to continue working with it.
Yeahhhh.....
"Have witstood the pain to create many weapons"
"Yet those hands will never hold anything"
"So as I pray -"
"Unlimited Blade Works"
"Yet those hands will never hold anything"
"So as I pray -"
"Unlimited Blade Works"
Fate 2006 is still great to this day even with the old visuals and some minor lore discrepancies.
— Hazo (@StillHazoDDD) January 22, 2025
The best entry point if you won't read the VN (read the VN). https://t.co/abztdZzRK3 pic.twitter.com/jfKiH320xX
